#greysedit
OH. MY. GOD.
1) I KNEW IT. I TOTALLY KNEW IT. THE NIGHT THE MID-SEASON FINALE AIRED, I TOLD MY FRIENDS, “YOU KNOW, I THINK SHE’S GOING TO GET PREGNANT, AND IT’LL BRING THEM BACK TOGETHER”. BUT THEN IT SEEMED TOO FARFETCHED AND I GAVE UP. BUT I WAS FREAKING RIGHT.
2) DAMN YOU JACKSON AVERY. THIS IS ALL YOUR DAMN FAULT. YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD APRIL YOU NEEDED HER, THE VERY NIGHT SHE LEFT FOR JORDAN. ALL SHE WANTED WAS TO FEEL NEEDED. VOICE YOUR THOUGHTS, YOU SON OF BEECH. YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO HER AND GONE WITH HER. JORDAN SOUNDS FREAKING AMAZING. I HATE YOU. AND YOU SUCK AT DANCING. AND NOW YOU’RE GOING TO GET WHAT’S COMING TO YOU.
3) APRIL. HER POOR SOUL. I AM SO ANGRY FOR HER. ITS ALL HIS DAMN FAULT. APRIL IS A WOMAN. FIRST AND FOREMOST. NOT A WIFE. SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO TAKE A TRIP TO SAVE LIVES AFTER THE DEATH OF HER FIRSTBORN. OKAY. SO SHE DID NOTHING WRONG. APPARENTLY JACKSON HAS NO IDEA WHAT THE WORD MARRIAGE MEANS. HIS VOCABULARY CONSISTS OF DIVORCE, DEATH, STEALING BRIDES AND CHEATING. AND NOW SHE’S HAVING A CHILD. AGGGH
4) TATIANA WAS COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY AND I HATE HER. JAPRIL IS MY SHIP.
5) I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THAT JACKSON WOULD DIVORCE HER. AFTER ALL SHE THREW AWAY TO BE WITH HIM. HER FIANCE. HER DREAM WEDDING. HER DIGNITY. HER PARENT’S RESPECT. SHE THREW EVERYTHING AWAY FOR HIM. AND THIS IS HOW HE REPAYS HER.
6) I KNOW I SOUND CRAZY. BUT THAT EPISODE DID THINGS TO ME. IT WASN’T THAT GOOD. ASIDE FROM LIKE THE GOOD PARTS OBVIOUSLY, BUT I EXPECTED MORE. AND NOW I’M DYING. MY HEART HAS BEEN THROWN IN THE TRASH. STEPPED ON. AND GLUED BACK TOGETHER. AND THEN CRUSHED.
UNBREAK MY HEART, JAPRIL. UNBREAK MYHEART.
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sorry I wrote this late at night. and i probably belong in an asylum right about now. but i just threw up all my emotions and literally have no idea what is going on. i deeply apologize to everyone. EXCEPT JACKSON AVERY.
“We’re petrified of saying too much or saying it wrong. When the truth is, the only wrong thing you can say is nothing at all.”
Thank you Dr. Jackson Avery.
‘Life just… isn’t always so tidy.’
’Not one day has passed that I haven’t regretted leaving you. It haunts me in my sleep… when I wake up in the morning… and I am truly truly sorry. Yet I know that an apology will never make up for it and I have to live with that. I will never get over it.’
