#sorry not really sorry
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yandere! patient! katsuki bakugo x therapist! non-chalant! gender neutral reader
I am in no way romanticizing the things that are written below. Please beware that is a dark, dark written piece meant for mature audiences that can handle this kind of thing. Proceed with caution.
If you’re struggling with your mental health please talk to a professional or someone you can trust.
This is a little birthday special for my special blonde boy!
content warnings: yandere themes, stalking, mild kidnapping but its kinda consensual(?), obsessive behavior, mention of disabilities, bakugo’s got hearing aids, a little angsty but its nothing horrible, cervix fucking, the reader isn’t scared of bakugo, afab reader, pet names, suki’s a little delusional, bakugo’s mean, alcohol mention, the reader’s drunk and bakugo takes advantage of them, kinda weird smut scene because not all sexy times are— well, sexy, pregnancy mention, unprotected sex, if i missed any warnings please let me know, please keep in mind that like most of my drabbles this is unedited
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Patients and their Doctors are never meant to be together. It’s not professional and it’s beyond taboo. But, why exactly?
To have someone know you in and out, all the darkness within you and still talk to you like a normal human being should be something you want, right?
Having someone accept you for all your flaws and problems is what you should want. It makes sense when you think about it that way.
Katsuki couldn’t remember where it started or how it started all he knew is that he couldn’t stop it from growing. His obsession with you, his need to love you and be around you at every moment.
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“I don’t need fuckin’ therapy,” he growled, slamming his fist onto the table that he was sitting at. His drunken companions grunted at his words and collectively rolled their eyes.
“Look man, all I’m sayin’ is that it’s a good idea to at least try. You’ve been through some shit and it doesn’t hurt to have someone to talk about it with who isn’t a friend,” Kirishima tried to reason, sipping from his beer before he continued, “I go to therapy once a week and its been pretty helpful.”
“Yeah, dude. What do you even have to lose? Just go once and if you don’t like it then you never have to do it again,” Mina interjected, shrugging her shoulders before belching and patting her stomach in satisfaction.
His friends (he’d never call them that aloud but I digress) were right. The things he’d been through were anything but peaceful or happy but he tried not to think about those things, he didn’t want to. It was bad enough that he would get the occasional nightmare and wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, panting and clenching at his chest.
But Bakugo constantly told himself that this was normal. Everyone suffered. It was just apart of life and he didn’t have the right to bitch and complain about it. So what if he had to start wearing hearing aids because his quirk started taking a toll on his hearing? Other’s hand it worse than him. Denki suffered from memory loss on a day-to-day basis. Mina had lost her entire right leg. Sero had so many stab wound scars that he would joke and say they were like slashes that counted for every day of his life. Kirishima had a robotic hand— hell, even Deku had lost a few fingers.
Katsuki in this fic.
OH. MY. GOD.
1) I KNEW IT. I TOTALLY KNEW IT. THE NIGHT THE MID-SEASON FINALE AIRED, I TOLD MY FRIENDS, “YOU KNOW, I THINK SHE’S GOING TO GET PREGNANT, AND IT’LL BRING THEM BACK TOGETHER”. BUT THEN IT SEEMED TOO FARFETCHED AND I GAVE UP. BUT I WAS FREAKING RIGHT.
2) DAMN YOU JACKSON AVERY. THIS IS ALL YOUR DAMN FAULT. YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD APRIL YOU NEEDED HER, THE VERY NIGHT SHE LEFT FOR JORDAN. ALL SHE WANTED WAS TO FEEL NEEDED. VOICE YOUR THOUGHTS, YOU SON OF BEECH. YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO HER AND GONE WITH HER. JORDAN SOUNDS FREAKING AMAZING. I HATE YOU. AND YOU SUCK AT DANCING. AND NOW YOU’RE GOING TO GET WHAT’S COMING TO YOU.
3) APRIL. HER POOR SOUL. I AM SO ANGRY FOR HER. ITS ALL HIS DAMN FAULT. APRIL IS A WOMAN. FIRST AND FOREMOST. NOT A WIFE. SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO TAKE A TRIP TO SAVE LIVES AFTER THE DEATH OF HER FIRSTBORN. OKAY. SO SHE DID NOTHING WRONG. APPARENTLY JACKSON HAS NO IDEA WHAT THE WORD MARRIAGE MEANS. HIS VOCABULARY CONSISTS OF DIVORCE, DEATH, STEALING BRIDES AND CHEATING. AND NOW SHE’S HAVING A CHILD. AGGGH
4) TATIANA WAS COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY AND I HATE HER. JAPRIL IS MY SHIP.
5) I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THAT JACKSON WOULD DIVORCE HER. AFTER ALL SHE THREW AWAY TO BE WITH HIM. HER FIANCE. HER DREAM WEDDING. HER DIGNITY. HER PARENT’S RESPECT. SHE THREW EVERYTHING AWAY FOR HIM. AND THIS IS HOW HE REPAYS HER.
6) I KNOW I SOUND CRAZY. BUT THAT EPISODE DID THINGS TO ME. IT WASN’T THAT GOOD. ASIDE FROM LIKE THE GOOD PARTS OBVIOUSLY, BUT I EXPECTED MORE. AND NOW I’M DYING. MY HEART HAS BEEN THROWN IN THE TRASH. STEPPED ON. AND GLUED BACK TOGETHER. AND THEN CRUSHED.
UNBREAK MY HEART, JAPRIL. UNBREAK MYHEART.
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sorry I wrote this late at night. and i probably belong in an asylum right about now. but i just threw up all my emotions and literally have no idea what is going on. i deeply apologize to everyone. EXCEPT JACKSON AVERY.
Source:zeppelinmoon
Okay I’m back on my Romitri bullshit again.
Narrator: She was, in fact, never off her Romitri bullshit
Forgive me if I told you that I cared.
Would you be sorry if I swore that I’d be there?
Please forgive me for laughing when you fall,
I may or may not have indulged just a *bit* more than expected on vacation, oops♀️
My week is going great but I love this ❣️
She must be having a rough one
Just saying…☺️