premise: no matter how many times the two of you do this, how many times you tear each other down and build each other back up, your heart still aches for him.
pairing: marc spector x (f)reader
word count: 4.2k
warnings: steven is present/implied, dark undertones, toxic relationship, volatile arguments, breaking things, anger issues, unprotected rough sex, biting, scratching, hair pulling, pain kink, blood and wound mention, smoking and drinking, pov change at the end. 18+ ONLY MINORS DNI.
etc: please take the ‘toxic relationship’ warning seriously besties lmao. i’ve officially entered my unhinged thirst era, marc owns my coochie and steven owns my heart, end of discussion.
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The thumping of your heart has yet to subside; the organ jack hammering inside of your chest cavity like a caged animal trying to escape, your rib cage feeling bruised from the deep thudding. The adrenaline in your body doing the opposite, settling itself the more you puff on the cigarette between your fingers, the more the hot breeze coming through the curtains hits your already flaming flesh as you sit in front of the window on one of the flimsy hotel chairs.
okay girlie pops. I’ve got five fics ready to be written/released over the next week and a half/two weeks. one for everyone, the murdock whores, the castle whores, the maximoff whores, even the rick flag whores. all 4 u. coming to ur tumblr soonish.
I haven’t watched Hawkeye yet and I haven’t seen No Way Home yet (Monday) but all I want to do is rewatch The Pacific and drown myself in SidSledge feelings!!
to the lovely dearie that sent in The Pacific requests to me
just know that I’m ever so slowly working on them and they will be sent out into the universe one day. they’re good ones and I haven’t forgotten them even if you don’t want them anymore lmao
