rush vs rest

It seems like i’m always in a rush. I want to get to a certain point to feel happiness, to feel complete but I don’t know what or where that is. Instead of enjoying the here and now 24/7, I spend a chunk of time wondering where I’ll be in the future and how people will view me. Will they finally see my progress? Will I realize I don’t need a relationship to know my worth? Will I be able to say no without someone breathing down my neck?

All in due time, I’m told. That won’t stop the day & nightly dreams though…