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I know that this is a thinspo blog… I understand that many of my followers, if not most, do not care about my personal life. But I really don’t have much of an outlet aside from this blog… It feels like I’m talking into a void of space. I have these moments of deep sadness. I don’t know why… I have such a beautiful life :-) so many wonderful people and so many blessings. As of late… Well for most of my life, I’ve been alone as far as a companion goes. I live in a place where people marry very young and begin families not long afterward. And this last week has really brought me to my knees. I am so unbearably sad that I can’t seem to find just one person to share that romantic aspect of my existence with. I am completely aware of how young I am, and that I have plenty of time to find someone. However that doesn’t numb the pain! I am not asking for anyone to pity me. I’m not looking for attention or negativity. I’m simply expressing how lonely I currently am. Perhaps just one person will read this… Just one, and They can nod knowing perfectly well how I’m feeling. I don’t know… Maybe no one will ever read this. But if someone does, just know that I’m sorry you feel this way.