#i am still here
i get top surgery tomorrow.
This is the look I’m going with for Sherwin. He’s the local postman. I say “local” but I plan for him to wander about the game world like the one in Twilight Princess haha.
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yo some requests for like. a limited time. please? yeah?
I didn’t fall off the face of the earth, just so you know. I have been consumed with planning a major event at work and all of my energy has been spent working and planning and planning and working. It will all be over this week though, so I hope to get my creative blogging juices flowing again soon.
Zooey Deschanel and Jake Johnson’s mini reunion for United to Save the Vote (August 30th, 2020)
i often wonder how many ppl from 2012 tumblr are still active on here
are u also still here, lurking in the shadows????
Hey folks, remember me? I was a frighteningly frequent flier here up until about 6 months ago. Then I kinda dropped off. A little at a time. Slowly, week after week until I only checked in once a week, if that.
Click here (if it works) to read on… jk it didn’t work. SURPRISE!
I thought it was me trying to live life irl, right? I went on a couple dates, met some losers, met some okay—ers. Met a good one, turtling our way through life .
Anywhooo, 2021 has been a shit show, amiright? No like really bad, for me it was a challenge from the beginning, more so than the year that shall not be named.
Again, I’m noticing more and more my life didn’t revolve around Tumblr. I haven’t written anything since January. I thought maybe it was because the finale hit me so hard and I miss our boys so damn much.
I feel like I am letting my amazing collab ladies down. I feel like I am letting all of YOU down. You amazing, sparkling joyous people that keep reading my stuff. That keep coming back even when I am not present.
I’ve gone through a bit of a metamorphosis in last few months. Well this year, as shitty as it has been, has taught me a lot. And I am a better person for it.
So why am I here now talking to all of you? I figured it out. Why am I have been absent. Up until last November, coincidentally right about finale time, I quit smoking for probably the hundredth time. But it just dawned on me this week that when I was stressed I smoked. When I was upset, drunk, awake, tired, caffeinated, crabby, happy…well you get the idea. I smoked a lot. And when I smoked, I read y’all’s fan fiction. I knew I had to change my habits, I just didn’t correlate it until now.
I am sorry for not being around, for ghosting everyone. I am not sorry for the reasons why, but you know what I mean.
Thank you to the people, my tribe, that has been there through the last several months and has gotten me through more crap than I thought I could handle. Thank you to those that have messaged me and checked up. Thank you to those that didn’t notice, because (hopefully) there was enough content here for you to consume. Thank you for reading.
I am enjoying taking my time enjoying life. Turtling if you will and trying to navigate what a new relationship looks like as I near my upper 40’s, and as a single mom, and as I strive to become my genuine self. I am embracing myself wholly. I even stopped coloring my hair. It is liberating. Stay tuned for that story another time.
Thank you my loves. Thank you Tribe. I hope to see you soon.
Tribe:@iwantthedean@amanda-teaches@alleiradayne@crashdevlin@auriandthepussicats@idreamofplaid@waywardbeanie@rockhoochie@waywardbaby@just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms
