#i hope this doesn’t affect anything in the future

The first day that M returned last week, I could not stop bringing him up during the car ride home while I was talking with my mother. She asked me, smiling, “If he was your age, would you go out with him?” 

And I, feeling confident and happy that day, grinned and replied, “Probably.” 

She started squealing about how I was in love and stuff, then I quickly changed the subject, haha. I guess my mom for sure knows about my feelings for him now. That’s so odd to think about.