#i just need to yell into the void

i have hope. this will be my last. i have hope that i have the fight in me. i have hope that i want this for myself. that i do deserve it. that i am not gone. that i have more to give, to make, to do, to see.

fuck this is gonna be hard. but ive done it before & fuck it was beautiful. it’s gonna suck, like goddami it’s gonna be so rough. but ill climb to the other side so grateful that ive come that far once again.