#i wanna revamp that thing too

Hi.

Its your local disappearing author, Tsu.

Happy new Year guys! I dunno how many of you will see this, but eh.

Just another announcement before I make another round of formal changes to my blog.

This a goodbye letter to the Ikemen fandom, but not to otome in general.  

I remember that whenever someone would say something like the before, I would go “I’ll never say goodbye to the ikemen series” but the reality is, I’m practically saying goodbye to the fandoms now. See the thing is that once upon a time, several months maybe a year ago, that statement may have been true. 

But lots of things have happened to me this past year. And if you’re close to me on discord, you’d know the general gist of it. And it got to the point where committing to the ikemen series again was painful. 

I’m curious in nature, so ofc I tried to go back.

And I did, when Ikemen prince came out. and as I had thought, licht was my favourite of the guys. But it was painful to continue past the first 10 days, because i was reminded of all the saving I had to do as an f2p. Not to say that I can’t, but i felt so so obligated to play it daily, to the point that even when I was exhausted I would still force myself to play because otherwise I’d never have enough love points or coins(?) to pass the next challenge. 

Don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate the game, or do i no longer like my favourite characters. And I’m thankful for being able to love Hideyoshi, Mitsuhide, Arthur, Masamune, Kyle and Sirius for who they are. I’m thankful for them being my comfort characters for this long. And I think I’ll still forever love them because I’m like that.

Dont get me wrong, I’ll still be reblogging things from the fandom from time to time. Because I love them. But the game infuriates me. Cybird frustrates me—mostly because I’ve lost my account for ikesen. All those months I’ve spent with the game and they let me down they way they did.

Not to mention the bad experience I’ve had with the fandom for the past year….

So this is a goodbye to Cybird and the Ikemen games. I’ll still log back on to the games from time to time, but not for now. I need a long, long break from the game.

Currently, I’m finding more interest in ToT and Obey me for otome, but that doesn’t mean you’l see more content from those fandoms from me….

So for now, I’m gonna rewrite my rules again, and mention the fandoms i’ll write for again.

Thank you for the past 2 years, everyone. But please understand that I’m not leaving. I’m simply moving onto fandoms that pique my interest more. : )

~Tsubaki3192