I HATE how tumblr brings up your old tags as you’re typing a new tag because I really don’t!! Want to remember!!! Some of the things I’ve said on this godforsaken site!!!!
tag this post with your first result you get when you type will
Like. After you’ve surgically removed the root of the flower. What happens if you meet and fall for the same person again?
like…. Do you get it again? Or are you not physically able to love ever again? or is it just not possible to love the same person again????
and like— What happens if they don’t remove it all completely bc the person with the Hanahaki disease has some kind of medical condition that makes it difficult to? like maybe they bleed like really easily bc they’re on blood thinners or something?
Also where does the Hanahaki root begin? in the Heart? in the Lungs? Bc that’s a very risky place to have surgery…. 1 wrong move and they can die pretty easily—
And If i combine that last 2 dot points together, what happens if that person has a heart condition?
Idk. Just thoughts. I’m not even planning a Hanahaki AU fic LMAO—
Saying “I Love You” Without Saying “I Love You” (Fluff)
When “I love you” isn’t enough.
Cw: there is two (2) mentions of sex, once referred to as “fuck”. A couple of lines have swearing.
“You mean everything to me.”
“I can’t say it back, but I need you to know I feel the same way.”
“I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever felt this strongly about anyone like I feel for you.”
“I got you a little gift.” “Awww! Thank you, this is sweet. What’s the occasion?” “Nothing. I just saw it and I thought of you.”
“Here. Happy Birthday.” “Oh… my goodness. I… I can’t accept this, it’s too much.” “You can. I want you to have it. You deserve only the very best.”
*Pounces on them, kissing them deeply as soon as they come home* “Wow, what was thatfor?”“I just really missed you, today.”
“I sometimes have to stop myself from grabbing you and kissing you.” “Why would you stop yourself?” “I don’t know.”
“I don’t ever want to stop touching you.” “Good. Because I never want you to stop touching me.”
“I cleaned the house, and the car, I made your favourite food, I gave the dog a bath, and I sorted through the accounts.” “That’s sweet of you, but how come?” “You’ve been really stressed lately, and I wanted you to come home and relax.”
“When you smile at me, I have to remember to breathe sometimes.”
“Dude, I just can’t get her out of my head. I don’t think I want to. All I want is to give her everything she’s ever wanted.” “Yeah, sounds like you love her, mate.” “…Maybe I do.”
“I want to marry you, have babies with you, buy you presents, kiss you, fuck you, make sure you’ve eaten and slept well, watch your hair go grey and your skin wrinkle and your belly go soft— be next to you for the rest of my life and whatever comes after it.”
“I don’t believe in coincidences. Someone upstairs sent me to you, saw that we needed each other more than anything, and I will thank them until my dying day.”
“I think dying by your side, when we’ve lived a long, happy life, would be the best way to go.”
“Ughhhhh... I don’t want to go to work. I want to stay here and hug you all day.”
“I have been blessed with you in my life, and I will spend it making sure you don’t regret it.”
“There isn’t really anyone else. You’re it for me.”
“Saying your name brings me so much happiness.”
“When you say my name, my brain just kind of fries. In a good way, though.”
“God, you are so much better than my dreams.”
“Hey, I got two tickets to this thing, I was wondering if you wanted to go with me?” “Me? Are you sure? Wouldn’t you rather take one of your friends?” “No, not really. I’d rather take you.”
“You’re my best friend.” “I thought James was your best friend.” “No.You are my best friend.”
“You make me so happy.” “You make me happy, too.” “I’m glad.”
“I don’t want you any other way. I want you as you are.”
“You’re my favourite person.”
“I want you.” “I’m not in the mood tonight—” “No, not sex. I want you. I want to know more. Talk to me, anything you want.”
“I could sit here and listen to you forever.”
“Your voice gives me goosebumps.”
“When I look at you, my heart swells in my chest. That’s never happened to me before.”
“We’ll see, James, I gotta ask the Missus.” “We’re not married.” “That can be resolved.”
I’m not that proud of this one, but I’ll post it anyway in case someone else likes them.
Diluc groaned into the kiss, hands finding their way to your shoulders and gripping them desperately. His eyes fluttered shut and his eyebrows furrowed gently in concentration, feeling the pressure, the plushness of your lips colliding into his own.
It wasn’t fair, with how close you had been leaning down to his face. Your lips had been pursed, eyes focused directly onto the wound on his neck, tracing it’s way up to his cheek.
It wasn’t fair. Your cute concentrated face had always been too difficult for him to bear.
And your hand, oh gods, your hands, had been cupping his wound—his neck;hischeek—cooling and moisturising and healing with every second that passed.
Not. Fair.
Did you know what you did to him?
Did you know his eyes would flutter to meet yours at every chance it could take?
That he, had he been Kaeya, Childe, or anyone else who lacked some amount of restraint in the face of someone they loved, would’ve kissed you long ago?
To begin with, this blog won’t run on requests anymore. Because the last time I opened my ask box requests, I never got all of them done. So rather than requests, the blog will run on suggestions. If there’s something you want to see, drop it in my ask and if I can think up of something or it sparks an idea, I’ll answer it!
Of course, if I can’t think up of anything, I’ll still answer your post with a note of something along the lines of “I’m sorry!”! Please don’t feel discouraged by this! It just means that I can’t think of any scenarios or headcannons or even ramblings…. I’d still love to hear from you!
Speaking of which, my askbox will remain open at all times. There are also a few rules to this, so please do your best to adhere to these rules! :D
1. I’ll accept NSFW Headcannons and suggestions, but I absolutely cannot write anything VERY NSFW. Believe me, I’ve tried. The responses to these will most likely be rambles or Gifs or just *incoherent screaming*:D
2. I won’t tolerate any rude behaviour, nor will I tolerate negative gossip of other people on this site or anywhere else! Feel free to ramble to me about anything and everything else though!
3.I won’t accept anything with the Trigger Warnings of cheating, dubcon or non-con. This list may expand in the future though. The only exception to this rule and the toleration of negative gossip is if you’re going through difficult times! I’ll be here to shoulder your problems and support you! <3
4. Any spoilers must be tagged with Spoilers! at the beginning of the ask and prior to sending! If not for the sake of me, then for the sake of my followers!
5. Rambling about ships of characters are okay! So long as they’re not anything wildly inappropriate….. Pedophillia or the like! >:C
6. Anon asks will remain open for as long as the above rules are adhered to. If I do receive multiple asks that make me feel uncomfortable Anon-asks will be removed.
Finally,this blog, @Tsubaki3192, will predominately be a multi-fandom writing blog!
Happy new Year guys! I dunno how many of you will see this, but eh.
Just another announcement before I make another round of formal changes to my blog.
This a goodbye letter to the Ikemen fandom, but not to otome in general.
I remember that whenever someone would say something like the before, I would go “I’ll never say goodbye to the ikemen series” but the reality is, I’m practically saying goodbye to the fandoms now. See the thing is that once upon a time, several months maybe a year ago, that statement may have been true.
But lots of things have happened to me this past year. And if you’re close to me on discord, you’d know the general gist of it. And it got to the point where committing to the ikemen series again was painful.
I’m curious in nature, so ofc I tried to go back.
And I did, when Ikemen prince came out. and as I had thought, licht was my favourite of the guys. But it was painful to continue past the first 10 days, because i was reminded of all the saving I had to do as an f2p. Not to say that I can’t, but i felt so so obligated to play it daily, to the point that even when I was exhausted I would still force myself to play because otherwise I’d never have enough love points or coins(?) to pass the next challenge.
Don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate the game, or do i no longer like my favourite characters. And I’m thankful for being able to love Hideyoshi, Mitsuhide, Arthur, Masamune, Kyle and Sirius for who they are. I’m thankful for them being my comfort characters for this long. And I think I’ll still forever love them because I’m like that.
Dont get me wrong, I’ll still be reblogging things from the fandom from time to time. Because I love them. But the game infuriates me. Cybird frustrates me—mostly because I’ve lost my account for ikesen. All those months I’ve spent with the game and they let me down they way they did.
Not to mention the bad experience I’ve had with the fandom for the past year….
So this is a goodbye to Cybird and the Ikemen games. I’ll still log back on to the games from time to time, but not for now. I need a long, long break from the game.
Currently, I’m finding more interest in ToT and Obey me for otome, but that doesn’t mean you’l see more content from those fandoms from me….
So for now, I’m gonna rewrite my rules again, and mention the fandoms i’ll write for again.
Thank you for the past 2 years, everyone. But please understand that I’m not leaving. I’m simply moving onto fandoms that pique my interest more. : )
