#if its that bad
I can live with Zulema’s death the way Najwa put it; by god I’m glad I watched that live as I would’ve never got that interpretation from what I saw tho
@ravendelle imma reply here so more people can see (?) if anyone else is interested. Very roughly translated - I’ve picked bits and pieces, this is the main bit (just so yall roughly get it please feel free to correct it) lol but she said more or less this;
“I understand the part of the audience who wanted more from her, you want to see her ‘die killing’, you always expect more from her. I had this funny monologue in my head during the scene, when I bend down, like “no idea what I’m going to do”. Then she (Zulema) gets up and nothing comes to her mind and then she starts singing thinking “what the fuck do I do now” and she’s like “imma drop the guns” - her decision to die has nothing to do with an act of love or anything epic; it boredom. It’s the “that’s it. I’m here, I’ve reached this point - theres a lot of dudes who are about to shoot me; that’s it.” And she thinks she could shoot these guys but there’s this cancer telling her she’s got little left so she’s like “to shit with all of this, that’s it”. It’s this place she’s in, it’s a point of almost painless ness - there’s the last scream of “fucking dogs” but there’s no intention. That’s the difficult bit to understand; I think the thing that’s been a part of Zulema’s character throughout all the seasons was that there never was any intention to bring out emotions or thrill; the emotions, when they became overpowering, came out, but they were never searched for.”
