#ignition
Hi…
I know.
I know.
I don’t have much to say and what I do want to say I don’t know how to say. Things got dark. I got some serious help. Then work took over. I got sucked into what turned out to be a very toxic relationship (no, not coffee shop girl) that nearly did me in. Work is still the main thing in my life but I’m slowly starting to enjoy basic things again. Like going out with friends, candlelit baths, taking Thor out to the dog park. Slowly but surely coming back to myself.
A few answers to the multitude of questions I’ve gotten:
Yes, I still plan to someday finish Ignition.
No, you cannot take Ignition and finish it yourself. If I hear of it or see it happen, I’ll report it. No one has my permission to take my work. End of story.
Yes, I plan to continue writing in general because it is truly a passion. I miss it more than I can even possibly express.
No, I don’t have a schedule for when I’ll be updating again because life is fucking hard but also really fucking good and there seems to be no in between and I’m just trying to find the time to breathe. I did spend the weekend going back over the last five chapters of Ignition, which is a trip to read your own work haaaaa. But it reminded me how much I love that story and how much there is still to tell.
No, coffee shop girl and I did not work out but the experience helped me to get much more comfortable in being very open about my sexuality. I never shared with many people but now most of my friends know I’m bisexual and it’s… so… freeing.
Lastly… I love you all. I want to apologize for dropping off the map. I’m an awful friend and I know I worried a lot of you. But I’m still alive and that feels like an accomplishment in and of itself. Yay, me. I don’t know how often I can be on here just with time management right now, but I’m not gone.
Thank you for not giving up on me even when I wanted to give up on me.