#im seriously heartbroken

I predicted that the shadow figure was gonna be Lilith but… it still left me surprised. And the shock, hurt, betrayal that Eda felt….i don’t even know how to describe how that would feel. Though there was always tension between them, I don’t think Eda ever really hated her sister. But now….

Agony of witch was so….painful. Like, LUZ oh god. she was basically just told by Eda to stay in the Boiling Isles because everything would be fine but then also told by Lilith to go back and….

Like what is Luz supposed to do? Storm the castle? Attack the emperor? Now she has the bear all of Eda’s responsibilities, including taking care of King and Hooty and the house and learning magic on her own without the constraints of covens and while she does have her friends, at the end of the day Eda was her guardian, the one who would always protect her and take care of her. How can she live without that?

And now we wait another WEEK for the conclusion to all this despair ejdhajdjdkfjdmk