#its fine everything is fine

“But truly, tell me. Do you love me?”

“Yes, my dearest. I love you. And only you. I love you like the stars loves the midnight sky, clinging desperately to her veil of the world and glowing only beside her. I love you like the sun loves the moon, yet unlike the sun I need not chase after you nightly, wishing for a fateful moment in which our paths finally cross for a brief, fleeting moment. No, you make me not like the sun any longer. You, my ethereal darling, are here, with me. To break your hold upon me for even a second would make me this realms greatest fool. You are my friend, you are my partner, you are my everything. As you are with me, I am with you. My mind, my body, and my soul, I share only with you. And I love you. For now, for tomorrow, for eternity.”

I predicted that the shadow figure was gonna be Lilith but… it still left me surprised. And the shock, hurt, betrayal that Eda felt….i don’t even know how to describe how that would feel. Though there was always tension between them, I don’t think Eda ever really hated her sister. But now….

Agony of witch was so….painful. Like, LUZ oh god. she was basically just told by Eda to stay in the Boiling Isles because everything would be fine but then also told by Lilith to go back and….

Like what is Luz supposed to do? Storm the castle? Attack the emperor? Now she has the bear all of Eda’s responsibilities, including taking care of King and Hooty and the house and learning magic on her own without the constraints of covens and while she does have her friends, at the end of the day Eda was her guardian, the one who would always protect her and take care of her. How can she live without that?

And now we wait another WEEK for the conclusion to all this despair ejdhajdjdkfjdmk