#imagine me

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I feel so stupid for realising just now what Aaron Warner’s back tattoo meant…


  • Warner in Chapter 59 of Ignite Me:

Igrievenothing.Itakeeverything.”


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trigger warning: SA

okay so i literally made this blog to say this (i’ve been creeping on bookblr for a while on my other blog but i’ve finally joined with my own blog (yay!)

it can’t be just me that is sooo fucking uncomfy by the scene in imagine me where aaron kisses juliette and like undresses and shit until she remembers who she is??

like wtf she couldn’t give consent because she didn’t know who tf he was and idc if they were in a relationship because that doesn’t mean permanent consent for life. like why am i the only person who sees this as sexual assault?? i’ve looked everywhere and no one else is saying this someone pls explain

It’s a picture of a little boy standing next to a little girl. She’s sitting in a stairwell. He looks at her as she eats a piece of cake.

I flip it over.

Aaron and Ella

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I turn around again, and this time, he doesn’t stop me. His eyes flare with emotion, and I watch the gentle movement in his throat as he swallows. A muscle jumps in his jaw.

“Marry me,” he whispers.

The sounds of the world seem warped, faraway, like my head has been submerged underwater. The fire in my brain has been snuffed out, replaced by a sudden, absolute calm. A sense of certainty. I know what I need to do now. And I know that there’s nothing—nothing I won’t do to get to her.

I feel it, feel my thin morals dissolving. I feel my flimsy, moth-eaten skin of humanity begin to come apart, and with it, the veil keeping me from complete darkness. There are no lines I won’t cross. No illusions of mercy.

I wanted to be better for her. For her happiness. For her future.

But if she’s gone, what good is goodness?

~aaron warner, defy me

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