K.JN | Dear,Jennie

✩ Pairings : Reader x Jennie

✩ Genre: Angst, Fluff, Sad

✩ Word Count: 773

✩ Warnings: Death Scenes, Just purely sad 

✩ A/N: I was stressed and welp this was in my drafts long before already that’s why I finished it and yepp here it is 

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The love you and Jennie share is incomparable, it’s well established with trust, love and hope, each passing day when you lay down in the arms of each other you would feel the happiness overflowing till the bones, she was your world and will be your world till the minute you die.

You have been diagnosed with leukemia back in fourth year college, it was a tough road but you have her, Jennie is the sun that lightens your gloomy world, she makes sure to make you smile and always lets you know that you are loved and sometimes you pity how she is trying so hard for you when you can only do the bare minimum, all your friends gets to experience hanging out with colleagues, buying whatever they want, saving for their future but her after work she takes care of you and helps in paying your bills in a repeated cycle.

“Let’s break up” you tell her one day while she was tucking you in bed which made her stop her movements “W-what” she asked and you can see the hurt in her eyes which made you immediately regret what you just said “Don’t you love me anymore?”she asks as she fiddles her finger while biting her lip “I love you so much more than the world can ever know” you grab her hand and look at her beautiful doe eyes before you continue “But Jennie I can’t see you hurt anymore, you can’t just be stuck with me here” she immediately hugs you as you finish what you said and it caught you off guard “You breaking up with me hurts more, I’m not stuck with you I chose to be with you that’s why never push me away” she says in a small voice while letting her tears flow, you’re a jerk you thought to yourself as you rub her back softly while letting your own tears flow.

Jennie stayed she loved you more each day and made you happy, “Wow the sky is so beautiful” she exclaimed before setting up the picnic mat “But you are more beautiful” you tell her in complete awe with her beauty, as you see her finish up setting the picnic you call for her attention “Jennie” she turns to you and hums “Take this” you hand her a mini envelope “Don’t open it until you know” just look down and she just felt sad at the realization of what you said “Hey I baked some good macaroons wanna try” she tries to be strong as she holds back her tears, you nod and grab some of her macaroons, you sit down in the picnic and grab her face “I’ll miss this face” you tell her as you shower her with kisses and she can’t help but giggle at the affection.

Your mini picnic ended quickly because she was too afraid that you’ll catch a cold because of the cold weather, the drive back home was fun you listened to the many stories Jennie had to say until you felt tired and suddenly had the urge to close your eyes shut, it was only when the stop light turned red did Jennie realize what happened to you and she can’t help but cry and hug you “Rest in peace now my love” she says while looking at your beautiful face.

She was a mess without you, she did not feel like living anymore.It was only during the last day of your burial did she get the courage to finally read the letter you gave her.

Dear Jennie,

The day that you became my girlfriend was the day that changed my life, the day my dream came true because you Ms.Jennie Kim is my dream, when I am in your presence my heart is full, you inspire me to keep on going everyday, you became my shining star that lights up my world all the time. We may never be together again for the rest of your lifetime but do know during the parts when we were together the thoughts of you constantly fill my heart with great love and happiness, I chose to love you with my whole being and I’ll choose to love you again in another lifetime, in another universe and in any kind of circumstance, I’ll find you again and again but for now goodbye my love, I can’t wait to be in your arms again.

                                                                                                 Sincerely yours,

                                                                                                           Y/N

Jennie hugs your letter tightly as she murmurs while crying “I’ll meet you again my love” and I’ll choose to love you too in whichever circumstance with your letter she became a bit hopeful but still promise that in her lifetime she will only love you nobody else.

requested:Hii i have a request: Jenniexfemreader, where they just have a lazy day together, very fluffy like cuddling and kisses etc.

genre:fluff

admin:jade

word count:0.250k

author’s note: i’m so sorry it’s so short but i was running really low on ideas so i apologize

You stood up, getting out of bed. You stretched your arms upward as you made little noises. Jennie smiled as she walked into the bedroom. “goooood morning sleepy head,” You giggled at your girlfriend as she walked over to fix your bed hair. You smiled at her and left a soft kiss on her forehead. Jennie smiled and hugged you. “what if we just stayed in bed all day?” Jennie looked at you hopefully as you nodded quickly at the idea she proposed. She grinned as the two of you got back under the covers. You held each other close and talked about little nothings. You smiled softly then kissed her. She kissed you back, running her fingers through her hair. She held onto you as your legs tangled together. “i love you,” jennie smiled at you as you smiled back. “i love you more, to the moon and back,” Jennie smiled before leaving a kiss on your temple.

You giggled as the two of you started your movie marathon. You thought then looked at jennie. “What should we have for dinner?” she thought then smiled. “ooh pizza? or we could get something else,” You giggled, not being able to deny or any think of anything else. She smiled at you as you pulled up an app

to order the pizza. The rest of the night continued, eating, cuddling, watching her favorite moves and occasionally yours. It was the perfect day for you to rest, and just love each other.