#just putting this out there

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I am filled with intense happiness and gratitude for the life I have been blessed with on this earth. The world may be falling apart in many ways and injustice, cruelty, and hatred are extreme but there is happiness, love, gratitude, and most importantly kindness to be found in extreme measures also. But I’m not really trying to talk about the world. I am want to talk about the happiness I feel in my personal life: my very small, but dear to me, personal life. Though I don’t have a job and it stresses me out and my mind isn’t as healthy as i want it to be, I am getting so much closer to who I want to become and to truly loving and believing in that person. And this time I have been given to heal has been priceless. I am so thankful that I have this chance. I am so grateful for Tim and his support. He has given me so many invaluable gifts. I am thankful for the time to sit and think, think my way out of bad habits and into healthier states of mind. I am grateful for this time to sit and reflect on my life and what I want from it. I am so appreciative of the time to put toward my spiritual side: the greatest cure to my anxiety that I have found (and maybe traveling). I am so thankful that the woods are so accessible to me, that I have the privilege of driving into them in less than an hour, to the sweet escape that is the wilderness. I am so thankful for the friends I hold so dear. I am so grateful for the beautiful, loving, kind relationship that I share with Timothy. I am thankful for our family, our fur family and are human family. I am so blessed. I wanted to materialize this gratitude with words, to put forth the energy and focus on it, to manifests it and pass it on to others. This is a wish for those in the world to feel the blessing that this earth provides and that humans have the capacity to provide. I want this prayer of gratitude to be a reminder to be kind, to take care of one another, and insure that everyone can feel grateful. If we feel more gratitude towards the earth we can treat her with the love and respect she deserves. She has blessed us. I hope this blessing is heard, felt, and passed on. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
Blessed be.