#like more of the self-gaslighty stuff

So after a second opinion with another surgeon who this time actually seems to care about my concerns… I guess I’m still having surgery.

I didn’t update about first consult cuz it went badly and I didn’t want to bother people with my crap, and I was also was still hoping there was a way to reverse it without surgery. Hoping that updating with this one might prevent me from trying to walk back on my decision later.