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diary entry • june 4 2022

figured I’d make a diary entry since the last one I did was months ago!

general life ➜ i start a new job tomorrow :3 it’s a 6 and a half hour shift and it’s going to mainly be training. im super excited tho because I’ve worked at this place before and it’s usually 4-6 hour shifts which I think I can handle. I haven’t worked a “real” job in a few years so im happy to finally have structure and money!

romantic life ➜ still single as ever. I think I should just focus on talking to people rather than forcing myself to look for love because it seems as though that’s not how it works. to my understanding, most people stumble upon their love, some find it in long time friends, and very little find it in dating apps. some do, don’t get me wrong. but the majority aren’t forcing it, so why should I?

kink life ➜ ive been working on my kink shop and doing kinky social media constantly. i kinda feel obsessed? like it’s the only thing I do at the moment? i just feel like I have a place to go to when it comes to kink. It’s comfortable, and feels good. I don’t get much serotonin but I’ll grab it when I can. I’ve also started another account for my darkest kinks and I’m tryna not link it to my other not as dark kink accounts but idk. if you want to know me whole, you’ll eventually learn about my dark kinks.

sexuality ➜ it’s pride month!! happy pride!! I’ve been thinking a bit about my sexuality and have been bouncing between straight, bicurious, bisexual, and pansexual. I know I like men or masculine presenting people, and I know I *think* I like women or femme presenting people but I feel rlly scared about the thought of having a femme partner. Like I love dick, and I understand there’s toys and whatnot but maybe I want both a mommy and daddy and we can be a cute lil kink fam??? that may be my dream.

current kink obsessions ➜ I’ve been obsessed with bein called kiddo lately. also the idea of being corrupted by a daddy or mommy figure ~ I’m just fantasizing about having an older partner teach me how to be a big girl and I fail in so many ways and it results in me being treated like a lil kid and kept in diapers because I can’t be trusted to hold it. Also omo. I’m definitely going to look into holding properly as a nice blog has let me know some of the dangerous things I did (drinking too much water too quickly etc). I currently just want a mix of corruption, littlespace, and abdl. That’s the dream.

also I got these bloomers and the onesie from someone off insta! they’re ODU but I got them second hand and I can’t wait to take more pics with either piece :3