oooh…mommy, the “girly baby shame” is making my soft body all tingly…please let me wear girl clothes, suck my thumb and wet my panty diaper from now on…please?
27yrs ago this day… 2/½ months early weighing 3p 8oz 21in long… God blessed me with this beautiful angel… At 15 I didn’t know how to be a mother I just knew I had to have her… She made a difference and a complete change in my life! I know I wasn’t the best mother to her but even in the most darkest times in her life she called me Queen… The days of almost loosing her, the nights in the hospital days of her just laying in my lap wanting her Mommy… To now a beautiful woman inside and out… She’s has become a woman that I’m proud and most honored to have her call me Mommy, and I call her daughter! Through everything she has been through she beat all the odds! She’s a mother of the most beautiful boys God could EVER! bless a Mimi with, and about to be a wife to the most handsome most blessed guy a mother could ever want for her daughter to be with… She is the gift that just keeps on giving.. I’m sooooo FREAKING! Proud of you daughter and I love you soooo very much!!!! Your my life, my backbone, and the blood that runs through my vains…. May God bless this Birthday for you, and I know all your desires are coming to past! #lovemydaughter #happybirthday #naturalwoman #naturalhair #naturalfamily #blessed #proudmom #beautiful #mixhair #goodhair #instagram #mylilgirl #mommysgirl #mybabygirl #fashion #blogger #hair #makeup #shegetsitfromhermomma #shestakenboys
THEY WILL FITTTT TRUST MEEEEE Btw haii people’s I sorry I keep leaving and being gone for period of times I’m really trying rn I just had a a bad fall but I think I’m slowly getting back up !!! Thank you fot sticking with me
figured I’d make a diary entry since the last one I did was months ago!
general life ➜ i start a new job tomorrow :3 it’s a 6 and a half hour shift and it’s going to mainly be training. im super excited tho because I’ve worked at this place before and it’s usually 4-6 hour shifts which I think I can handle. I haven’t worked a “real” job in a few years so im happy to finally have structure and money!
romantic life ➜ still single as ever. I think I should just focus on talking to people rather than forcing myself to look for love because it seems as though that’s not how it works. to my understanding, most people stumble upon their love, some find it in long time friends, and very little find it in dating apps. some do, don’t get me wrong. but the majority aren’t forcing it, so why should I?
kink life ➜ ive been working on my kink shop and doing kinky social media constantly. i kinda feel obsessed? like it’s the only thing I do at the moment? i just feel like I have a place to go to when it comes to kink. It’s comfortable, and feels good. I don’t get much serotonin but I’ll grab it when I can. I’ve also started another account for my darkest kinks and I’m tryna not link it to my other not as dark kink accounts but idk. if you want to know me whole, you’ll eventually learn about my dark kinks.
sexuality ➜ it’s pride month!! happy pride!! I’ve been thinking a bit about my sexuality and have been bouncing between straight, bicurious, bisexual, and pansexual. I know I like men or masculine presenting people, and I know I *think* I like women or femme presenting people but I feel rlly scared about the thought of having a femme partner. Like I love dick, and I understand there’s toys and whatnot but maybe I want both a mommy and daddy and we can be a cute lil kink fam??? that may be my dream.
current kink obsessions ➜ I’ve been obsessed with bein called kiddo lately. also the idea of being corrupted by a daddy or mommy figure ~ I’m just fantasizing about having an older partner teach me how to be a big girl and I fail in so many ways and it results in me being treated like a lil kid and kept in diapers because I can’t be trusted to hold it. Also omo. I’m definitely going to look into holding properly as a nice blog has let me know some of the dangerous things I did (drinking too much water too quickly etc). I currently just want a mix of corruption, littlespace, and abdl. That’s the dream.
also I got these bloomers and the onesie from someone off insta! they’re ODU but I got them second hand and I can’t wait to take more pics with either piece :3
if u read this far ur cool and I appreciate u !! this is just my ramblings and I hope to do more of dese diary entries!
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