A/n: pinch of angst in the beginning, fluff to finish it off, this chapter is the one thats really going to kick off the story, and where I plan on going with it the next few chapters, the further I go in the next chapters will more or less be able to give me an idea of how many chapters we’re looking at. As always I hope you enjoy and happy Readings Angels.
Your fingers danced along the granite stone, the cooled wind picking up around you as you knelt to the grass. Your fingers traced your fathers named engraved into the stone.
“He’s resting now sweetheart, he’s resting and watching over us,” your mother murmured softly her fingers resting on your shoulder.
“I still want to help ma,” you replied looking up at her through watery eyes, “I want to be able to help you retire, I want you to be stress free, I don’t want you to have to worry about working, I know you blame yourself for not being there, and I know his loss weighs heavier on your heart.”
Your mother gave you a tired smile, her hand squeezing your shoulder softly, “as much as I blame myself I know your father didn’t want that, he would have wanted it to be the way it was, he didn’t want us struggling, he didn’t want you to worry.”
“Some good that did,” you muttered looking away from her and back to the granite stone.
It had been two weeks since you lost your father and between planning a funeral and making sure his things were packaged away nicely so your mother wouldn’t cry herself sick, you had had no time to find that job you and your mother had spoken of the night your father passed.
It was a bitter sweet goodbye for the two of you, your mother taking the most hurt as she blamed herself for not being there. She mourned her first love, her only love.
Your mothers hand squeezed your shoulder once more, “I’ll help you to start look sweetheart,” she spoke after a brief silence, “but I can’t exactly give up the Barnes residence till Bucky has been fully given the go to start working directly for his father.”
Your eyes shot up to hers brows furrowed, “but the day that dad passed you said Bucky was being sworn in, was taking over for George.”
Your mother nodded a small smile tugging at her lips, “he was sworn in that night, but you know how the Barnes are, more specifically George, always has to go all out for his boy, now c’mon,” she murmured, “get up or you’ll ruin your dress further, George will be expecting us soon.”
A puff of air left your lips as you bunched your dress up, fingers catching the hem as you pushed to your feet. Letting the silk dress slip from your hand you brought your fingers to your lips before bringing them back down to the stone, “we’ll come visit you real soon pa,” you replied softly.
You looked to your mother, who took your hand in hers, “c’mon sweetheart let’s get going before George comes and finds us personally.”
A/N:This is the Epilogue I can’t believe this was a one shot turn series,I hope you like it, Feedback is always appreciated if you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.
You woke up wind brushing across your face, you looked over to where your husband usually slept, but he was missing you, you went into the bathroom, you started the shower, and got in.
You padded down the stairs to your living room, where Brooklyn and J.J sat watching a cartoon. “Where’s Dad?” You asked the two.
“He just got back from his run.” Brooklyn told you.
J.J-who looked like a minnie me of Bucky, but with your eyes- looked at you. “Mama!” He jumped off the couch and hugged you.
“Hey baby boy.” You picked him up and put him on your hip.
Bucky came into the living room wearing a suit, he kissed you.”Hey baby doll.” He smiled.
You smiled back at him. “Hey, where are you going?” You asked.
“I’ve gotta go into the city, for meetings, keeping my promise.” He tells you.
“We’ll see you later, come out to the beach, they wanna go play, I have a feeling that’s where I’m gonna be all day.” You gave him a tight smile.
“See ya.” As he headed out he kissed Brooklyns head, then left.
“‘Come on, let’s get ready for the beach.” You said to the two kids
Like you’d guessed you and they spent the whole day on the beach, it wasn’t until the late afternoon when the sun was setting that Bucky came home. He came out wearing black swim trunks and sunglasses. You smirked at him. “Hey sexy.”
“Not as sexy as you.” He said playfully back to you. You scoffed as if he was lying.
He sat in the sun chair that sat next to yours, and the kids ran up soaking wet and jumped on Bucky, he hugged them. “You two have been in there all day haven’t you?”
Brooklyn looked up at him. “We’ve been in the sand and in the house to eat lunch and dinner.” She said to him.
“How about we go in and get ready for bed and watch a movie.” Bucky offered to get the kids up and ran to the house you and your husband followed after them. Once in the house you and hewhent to your shared room, and got in pajamas, after you pulled on one of Bucky’s shirts over your shorts, Bucky wrapped his arms around you and put his head on top of yours. “How about you and I go for a swim once the kids are asleep.”
You turned around and kissed him. “Sure.” After that you both headed down stairs.
Square Filled for @marvelfluffbingo (2022): Brother’s best friend
Pairing: Mobster!Bucky Barnes x Plussized!Reader (Steve Rogers adopted sister)
Word Count: 1,8 k
Summary: You brother’s best friend can be intense, and ass, but still so irresistible…
Warnings: angst, language, Bucky being an insensitive douche, low self-esteem, arguments, miscommunication, brother’s best friend trope, Bucky is a possessive bastard, Steve doesn’t want anyone near you
“Why not, Bucky,” Sharon sighs deeply. She tried to talk to her boyfriend’s best friend and declared brother in arms into asking you out. “It’s the most important party this year. Steve wants to make Tony Stark’s parties look like a children’s birthday party in contrast to our party. Y/N and you would look so cute together.”
“Sharon, with all due respect,” Bucky turns his attention toward the blonde in his office, not the papers on his desk, “you’ve got no clue about my taste in women. Y/N is a nice girl but she’s Steve’s sister and off-limits.”
Square Filled for @marvelfluffbingo (2022): Brother’s best friend
Pairing: Mobster!Bucky Barnes x Plussized!Reader (Steve Rogers adopted sister)
Word Count: 1,8 k
Summary: You brother’s best friend can be intense, and ass, but still so irresistible…
Warnings: angst, language, Bucky being an insensitive douche, low self-esteem, arguments, miscommunication, brother’s best friend trope, Bucky is a possessive bastard, Steve doesn’t want anyone near you
“Why not, Bucky,” Sharon sighs deeply. She tried to talk to her boyfriend’s best friend and declared brother in arms into asking you out. “It’s the most important party this year. Steve wants to make Tony Stark’s parties look like a children’s birthday party in contrast to our party. Y/N and you would look so cute together.”
“Sharon, with all due respect,” Bucky turns his attention toward the blonde in his office, not the papers on his desk, “you’ve got no clue about my taste in women. Y/N is a nice girl but she’s Steve’s sister and off-limits.”
“James Buchanan Barnes, what do you mean with your taste in women,” hands-on her hips Sharon glares at Bucky. “You would be happy to have a girl like Y/N by your side.”
“Yeah. I have a thing for chubby bees with an ass big enough to jiggle when I slap it,” Bucky sarcastically says. He tries to not give away he has a thing for Steve’s adopted sister and that he imagined more than once getting his hands on you. “Stop bugging me.”
“You are a fucking asshole Barnes,” poking her index finger into Bucky’s chest Sharon gives him a cold glare. “Y/N is beautiful, sexy and the best thing ever happening to any guy.”
“Jesus, stop getting on my nerves,” he turns toward the door, gasping as you are standing in the doorframe, eyes widening in shock and lips trembling. You came around to hand him his phone back and heard every word. “Y/N…doll…”
“You forgot your phone at Stevie’s house,” you throw the phone at him, huffing as he struggles to catch it. “Chubby Bee Rogers didn’t want to disturb you with her presence. I only wanted to give you this back. Next time, I’ll leave it to my brother. We don’t want you to have a fat girl around you…”
“Doll, wait—” Bucky tries to stop you. “Y/N, I need to tell you something. Please wait!” He runs after you, calling your name as you dash toward your brother’s car, wiping your eyes on your way. “Please…just stop for a moment.”
“Leave me the fuck alone, James,” you angrily open the door, cursing as the driver furrows his brows at your outburst. “Drive, Peter. I’m done here.”
“Yes, miss,” Peter cocks his head to the side to watch James Buchanan Barnes run toward the car. “Uh…miss. Mr. Barnes is running after you. Shouldn’t we wait for him?”
“No. We don’t want to wait for him, Parker,” you snap at the young man. You’re usually kind toward everyone, but right now, you are a real bitch. “Just drive me back home. I told you that I’m done here, Peter.”
“Sorry, miss,” he starts the engine to drive away, worriedly watching Bucky run after the car in the rearview mirror. “I’ll drive you home.”
“Peter, I want you to promise me that you won’t tell Steve about this. He doesn’t need to know what happened here,” Peter glances at you in the passenger seat, wondering what happened between you and Bucky.
“I can’t lie to Mr. Rogers. But I won’t tell him if he doesn’t ask, miss,” you nod. “I respect you and your brother, miss.”
“You earned his respect too, Peter,” his chest swells at your words. “Mine too if that means anything to you. People don’t give much about my opinion, though. I’m always Steve’s little sister, the adopted one.”
“I give a lot on your opinion, Y/N,” you force a smile on your face to not give away you are about to cry. You always believed Bucky likes you, and now, he just told Sharon that you are nothing but a chubby body to him…”
“Steve, I need to talk to you,” Sharon paces the room. She sighs while pinching the bridge of her nose, “about Bucky and his behavior. I tried to talk him into asking Y/N to be his plus one at the party. He just…that jerk! He called her chubby bee!”
“Chubby bee?” Steve cocks his head to glance at his best friend who prefers to intensely stare at his hands. “Buck, do you have anything to say about this? I told you to not sexualize my little sister!”
“She’s…I did not! I tried to tell Sharon that your sister is off-limits to anyone. I—I just couldn’t help it and used my favorite pet name for her. She’s a sexy chubby bee and I love it, Stevie.”
Bucky huffs as his best friend slowly gets up from his chair. Steve takes his time. He removes his jacket, squares his shoulders, and gets his gun out of his shoulder holster. Steve places the gun onto his desk, tapping it with his index finger.
“Steve,” Sharon groans as the men start a staring contest. “Guys, what’s going on here? Steve, shouldn’t you be mad at Bucky for talking low about your sister? He called her chubby bee!”
“He’s a horny and sick bastard,” Steve angrily grunts as he stalks toward his friend. “Bucky tries to get into my sweet sister’s pants for years. He always looks at her like a hungry wolf ready to devour my innocent baby sister. I can’t let him do dirty things to her.”
“What if she wants me to do dirty things to her?” the brunette grumbles under his breath. “You can’t chase every guy getting close to your sister away. How about letting me go out with her? I promise that I will always be respectful.”
“I told you years ago,” the blonde growls in Bucky’s face, “my baby sister will not be one of your girls. Get it into your thick skull, Buck. You will keep your hands off my sister, or I’ll beat you into a bloody pulp!”
“But I have a thing for my chubby bee! I want to,” eyes a little glassy Bucky looks at Steve, imagining all the things he wants to do to you and cannot tell his best friend about, “ask her out.” He says instead.
“I SAID NO!” you flinch as your brother storms toward his best friend. He pushes Bucky against the wall. “You’ll not ask my sister out. And you will not call her your chubby bee ever again. It’s disrespectful and sexist!”
“It’s a pet name, a cute one. And I’ll use it anytime I want to describe your sexy baby sister. I will ask her out and no one is going to stop me!”
“What is going on here? I can hear you scream from the hallways,” you glare at Bucky as he gives you a cocky grin. He eyes you up and down and drinks your outfit in. “What do you want, Barnes? Do you want me to leave so you don’t have to look at my fat ass again?”
“What? No! Y/N,” Bucky struggles against Steve and tries to break out of his friend’s iron grip. “Please, let me explain. Chubby bee is a pet name. I like that you are soft, and more to love. I want to slap your ass and make it jiggle. I can’t count all the times I imagined burying my face between your tits…”
“Punk, last warning,” Steve grits out. He holds Bucky against the wall, not wanting to give in. “She’s my baby sister and you will not talk like that to her.”
“Tits?” is all you get out. “How dare you stare at my breasts, Barnes.” You take a step toward Bucky to size the man up. “Stevie, let him go. I will have a serious conversation with James, right now.”
“Doll?” you shove your brother aside to get him away from Bucky. “I can handle this. Let me make sure he’ll never hurt you.”
“I want to talk to him, Steve,” Steve backpaddles as you glare at him. “Doll, give it to him good…”
“Doll, I’m sorry that you got this wrong,” Bucky watches you sit on your bed while he paces your room. “I never was in your room before.” He looks around your room, humming as you kick your shoes off. “I never meant to hurt you, Y/N. I swear you are beautiful to me.”
“You said I got a fat ass,” you quip. “You told Sharon you want to make it jiggle.”
“You got the jiggle part right, Y/N. The rest is not true,” he argues, now stepping closer toward your bed as you slowly unbutton your blouse. “Y/N?” He licks his lips as you get up from your bed to strip your blouse off, dropping it to the floor, smirking.
“Why did Steve tell you to stay away from me, James?” you pat his chest as Bucky’s eyes drop to your chest. He inhales sharply. “My eyes are up here, Bucky.” He reluctantly lifts his gaze to meet your eyes.
“He doesn’t want me to ruin his baby sister,” Bucky looks at your chest again, wishing he could just touch you. “I told him I’ll be a good boyfriend and ask you out before I do dirty things to you.”
“Hmmm…I see,” you move your hand over his chest up to his neck to cup the back of his neck. “How about you man up and ask me on a date. If you can prove that you are a better man than the one talking shit at his office, you are allowed to ask me out again.”
“I never talked…” Bucky bites his tongue. He glances at your chest again. “I’ll do anything to prove that I love my chubby bee. Steve cannot keep me away from you…”
“Chubby bee,” you let the pet name roll off your tongue. “If you can prove you are a good man, you are allowed to call me like that.”
“Would you just look at that?” Tony smirks as you walk inside the ballroom, Bucky by your side. You are wearing a yellow dress and black heels, matching the pet name Bucky gave you. “Why is he allowed to go out with your sister?”
“Y/N is a grown woman and can go out with whoever she wants to,” Steve doesn’t give away you threw a tantrum as he didn’t want Bucky to ask you out. “She wanted to go out with Bucky.”
All eyes are on you, and you chuckle as Bucky gets bold and wraps his arm around your waistline to make sure everyone knows you belong to the cocky mobster.
“You look beautiful tonight, my sexy chubby bee,” he whispers in your ear. “What do you say. Do you want to get out of here earlier?”
“Not at all,” you purr. “I don’t think you will get lucky tonight, Mr. Barnes. I don’t think you will get further than the first base for the next weeks.”
“Weeks?” he sighs deeply. “Baby doll…please let me at least have a look…”
“Do you want it to be months?” you glance at Bucky.
“No,” Bucky softly pecks your cheek. “I’ll make sure we reach third base soon enough…”
