I feel really good about the relationship Semilla and I have been creating with one another. I often get nervous about making sure she has enough love and attention because I experienced so many stages with Luna being my only child and I worry that I’m doing her a disservice sometimes. When we have our one on one moments together I feel refueled and sure of myself. Right now, I know we are in a really great place. Thank you SO much, my love!
100% real life this morning. Rooster hair, toddler in tow to calm a screaming 3yo, oatmeal on the stove, and bag packed ready to jet to the beach to switch up our usual morning routine. Feeling weirdly peaceful.
After getting our 1yo down my 3yo was resisting going to sleep and asked me to wear her to down. I was already frustrated and generally over the bedtime cuddling and ready for some kid free time but as she pleaded I was reminded that she might not ask for me forever…and if she does then I’ll probably come running. Learning to find a balance between having both of our needs met is endless, I’m learning to just trust my compass.