Summary: Marc doesn’t say it out loud, but you could feel him doubting himself all the time. He keeps his questions to himself, and those questions are constantly in his mind: If he deserves you; if he’s good enough, and if you deserve him while taking away the normal parts of your life away by making you a target of any kind of dangerous acts as a consequence of his servitude to the Ancient Egyptian God of the Moon. Marc believes that his choices and actions in the past don’t deserve second chances and any form of love from anyone, especially you.
pairing: Marc Spector x You (slight Steven Grant x You)
word count:2.8K
genre: angst and after care.
warnings: mention of blood and death. no smut. grammatical errors or errors in the details are my fault and I’m open to constructive criticism. You as a character.
You were jolted awake from your position on the couch because of the sudden loud crash coming from the other side of your flat. You were waiting for the arrival of your lover because It’s what you do whenever you woke up on the sudden revelation that there’s a vacant side on your bed. And every time it happens, you will always patiently wait for them to come home until you were certain that Khonshu did not leave them in a ditch somewhere in London.
so I am a member of a did system, and I’d like to share some terms you should start using!
“fronting” it means being in control of the body, but it’s much more comfortable to see as a system
“alter” different people that make up the system, like marc and steven are not two ‘personalities’ they are two alters
“cocon” it’s when two alters from at the same time!
“DID” disociative identity disorder, do not call it 'multiple personality disorder’
thanks, you are legally obligated to reblog this if you post about the show please make this fandom a safe place for systems trying to find representation
I think it’s so pretty when, during the finale of moon knight when Marc and Steven come back they kinda go through that monologue Khonsu gave them, and when he says “do you want death, or do you want life” AND IT’S LAYLA THAT APPEARS WHEN HE SAYS LIFE.
It’s so subtle, it’s so pretty, it’s so lovely. Urgh, I love them both.
