#motillum

Well, looks like this scheduling is going to be harder than I thought. I thought I have a pretty open schedule, even with work, and since he and I sleep together/nurse nearly every night, it should be no problem.

But, after leaving my pump at his apartment for two days, and craziness of getting ready for the holidays, I’m already behind. Ugh.

Plus, as open as the boyfriend and I are- I’m having trouble communicating to him that if we both want this as much as we do- we have to nurse often, not only before/after sex. But I don’t want it to become an obligation- its supposed to be something that is bringing us both closer and bringing pleasure.

I’m thinking more and more that Motillum might be the way to go.

Open to suggestions from anyone!

EDIT: Aside from all this grumbling and complaining, we’ve never felt closer, my nipples are crazy sensitive, and it always feels incredible. Just hoping for milk soon :)