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i watched the goldfinch for the second time today…… i think i might actually explode from all the feelings

man dissociation fucking sucks ass!! whole chunks of my days are gone and i don’t remember what happened, having to record my conversations with clients so i refer back to them so i know what i need to complete bc i don’t remember what we talked about, my meet-up with friends all happen as i’m behind a wall of fog. shits so scary too wtf this feeling is so new to me, i couldn’t even describe it to my therapist properly. i hate this i hate this i hate this

these days i come on tumblr to reblog thane krios art and then dip into the void again …