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Member: Johnny (NCT 127)

Title: All Is Not Lost

Genre: Angst

Part: 1/1

Admin ______________________________ You woke up to another day. A repeat of yesterday, just maybe worse. The same day starting with a horrible headache from yesterday night, a shower, coffee, and walking into work with that painful, fake smile. The smile that makes no one worry about you. You walk out of work just to come back home to live your hell of a life. You barely eat and no one notices the sudden thinning you are experiencing.

You’re fine! Right Y/N?

You take your pills, smoke, go out at night and just end up stumbling around the streets and falling on the hard concrete, trying to scream the pain out. You think all of this is helping a bit. But is slowly killing you. You wish this life would end already. You have no reason existing. Everything you had is gone anyway. The natural smile you had when you had what you needed, your beauty, all of that was thrown out the window and left to rot. There was just one day, though. A day when you knew, You were done with it.

You walk out of the apartment building with and oversized hoodie that belonged to a loved person of yours that is now of course, gone. Inside the huge pocket was a gun. You were walking to a park you spent a lot of your childhood in, light tears running down your face. I might be gone in the next few minutes. You were still making your way towards the park when a blinding light abruptly came in front of you. Your covered your eyes from the light that may or may not make you blind and stepped back, frightened. What the hell is this?

Regaining your bravery, you walked into the light out of curiousness. As soon as you put your first leg in, you saw a white heel replacing the worn out sneaker that was worn. You pulled your leg back with a gasp. You took a deep breath before fully stepping in, taking a look at yourself. You were wearing the white heels with a big dress, flowing like waves in a beautiful ocean. Your hair that was dry and brittle grew longer and became soft. Your skin was glowing. You became a radiant beauty. You were surprised to see a male wearing the same pearly white color you were, and he was the handsomest face you’ve ever seen. But it was a familiar face.

You realised who it was and tears immediately rolled down your face frantically. He smiled so bright it was as if the light shone brighter. “Is that really you?” You asked as you stepped closer. “Yes it is.” He answered wrapping his arms around your waist for a warm and loving embrace. “I thought you were gone.” “But I’m right here.” He replied with the melodic laugh you’ve missed for a years. You both stayed like that for what seemed like forever, you still crying a river. “You don’t know how much I missed you, Johnny.”

“You don’t either, my love.”