#negative feelings

I’ll be 100% honest here. After Saturday night of New York Comic Con I was angry and upset. Why? I still have trouble pinpointing why and there was a bunch of things that went wrong that day, but what set off me crying in the taxi back home was the fact that I was at a convention alone by myself. Again. Just like last year and the year before. Fuck feeling lonely. I have cosplay to make myself happy. No one should be upset while cosplaying. Cosplayers please reblog or comment if this has happened to you, even though you had an awesome day at the con, you just couldn’t shake that nagging feeling in your brain away that you didn’t want to be by yourself. Rant over.