#nfnfjdnsj

a year ago I was going through the worts months of my life and I’m kinda uneasy because well… I remember exactly the month things started to go down and just, knowing how I was feeling a year ago during a couple of months it’s depressing I am in constant fear it’ll happen again, and like … my girlfriend feels this way too and we’ve been kind of weird lately. Also wtf a lot of couples I followed on social media and irl are breaking up like I swore they were the definition of love and would be together always y'know couple goals and all that… but nope relationships of YEARS are ending and what if it happens to us? what if we aren’t in love what if it’s just habit of have been friends for over a decade and we are all each other knows and it’s safe but one day it won’t be enough there will be the need to feel what it feels to date other people and other genders …