violas-notebook:

nosebleedclub:

Discussion 4/8/22

1. Dream of you

2. Spring playlist

3. Another universe

4. Fluffy

5. In secret

1. 

eyes wide open you

pierce my feeble chest through mist 

cruel dichotomy 

2.

i’ve been listening

to a lot of silences 

in between doorways 

3.

vines and leaves and teeth

circle this dreamspace like the

serpent embraced eve 

4. 

sugar on my tongue

stings gritty like sand - i can’t

taste this memory

5.

and the old moon waxed

gently over the rocking 

chair and its stories

starving4satisfaction:

HOW WAS YOUR SUMMER?

My summer was:

[she who double-knots her shoe laces like it matters and breaks hearts like it doesn’t]

[when the new wears off and the new sets in/my brows are heavy holding up my tear-filled eyes/the skies weep for you]

[freckles I’ve never met before litter my skin and the bright July sun exposes pieces of myself I forgot existed]

[I want to be buried in the color green. I want to soak into the earth like water poured over a flower]

[Tell me why I can’t come home and I will tell you why I left]

[I can no longer tell if I am falling apart or coming together these days]

[Every time I go into town I hope I’ll see you. We could live 1000 miles apart, and every time I went into town I would still hope I saw you]

[I know that you shouldn’t be in my life but that doesn’t mean I know how to live without you in it]

[I can’t remember which wrist I used to wear my bracelets on. And I don’t know my child hood friends voice/But I know the curve of your calf by heart and every time your favorite song comes on, I remember every word/And I still see your eyes when I close mine]

[If I could…if I could do anything, I would crack open my ribs and show you every thought that’s ever lined the walls of this body of mine and hope you understood why I did what I did. Why I did everything I ever did. I hope you would know how sorry I am. I hope you would know how much I loved you. How much I love you. How much I’ll always love you. How much a piece of me will always crave you, will always want to drop everything and run to you at the sound of your voice]

[She, who is willing to sell her life story to anyone at the cost of companionship]

[I just need to know that it mattered to you as much as it did to me]

[I don’t know how to live a life that’s not built around loving you]

[I paint the kitchen in my underwear; the cabinets need touching up, you see. And the trim could use a nice wash. My stomach flat against the floor, the arm stretched to the wall, the brush covering the scuff marks, my mouth exhaling songs established upon your name.]

[I just want to call you and say I still love you, I’m still here/Where are you?]

[I want to crack my head open and pour it out onto a plate for you/I want to spoon-feed you my brain/You say it is a galaxy, here, eat my stardust]

[I need to gently weep/I need to viciously weep]

[The window open. The air flowing in as freely as the tears streaming down my cold-pink cheeks]

myautisticpov:

myautisticpov:

myautisticpov:

myautisticpov:

Hey, so, I should probably do my regular reminder that I write books with queer, neurodivergent protagonists and a lot of them are free.

Freya Snow is a YA/NA urban fantasy series about a bisexual autistic girl who finds out that she has magic and demons are after her.

The Royal Cleaner is a F/F urban fantasy romance series about a pansexual autistic woman who is in charge of keeping magic a secret.

The Aspects is a YA sci-fi series about a bisexual autistic girl in a world protected by people with emotion-based super-powers called Aspects who becomes the next Aspect of Love.

The Lady Ruth Constance Chapelstone Chronicles is a trilogy of steampunk novellas about an ace/aro autistic woman who builds an android husband to retain her freedom.

Ember Academy for Young Witches is a YA urban fantasy academy series about a lesbian girl with ADHD who discovers that she’s a witch and that someone is after her to study her unique magic.

Anyway, even if you’re not a reader, a reblog of this post would really be appreciated. There aren’t a lot of avenues for readers to find books with neurodiverse protagonists aside from people writing recommendation posts, and smaller authors like me often get missed off those, so reblogs on posts like this can go a long way to helping people find my work.

And now the first book of Daughter of Nature, an NA F/F urban fantasy series about an autistic lesbian who discovers that she has magic and has to figure out how to stop a strange and powerful creature from attacking people, is available for pre-order (and will be out properly at the end of April 2022).

Hey, there’s just a couple of days before this new book comes out, and it’s now available for my Patreon supporters

The new book is out now! and if you want some free, queer books this pride*, don’t forget to check out the Free Books Library on my website

* “wait, all of these books are queer?” the Freya Snow prequel isn’t explicitly so, but everything else is

@disabledstemstudent asked: “Can anyone recommend anything with autistic bisexual male protagonists? Would also take ADHD or no neurodivergence and bisexual male protag”

The Freya Snow spin-off novel Soulbound has an autistic bisexual guy as the protag (he’s not revealed as autistic until later in the Freya Snow series, but it is canon), and the series Engineered Rebel has an ensemble cast of queer protagonists of many genders, including men (for worldbuilding reasons, most of them don’t specify a label, but it’s a “bi as default” situation where they only come out if they feel the need to specify that they’re not bi - but that’s not the same as Damon being explicit about being bi in Soulbound)