#papillon rants

prom kinda sucked.

i had to do my own hair bc my hairstylist overbooked and if i had waited for him i wouldn’t have made it.

i went in thinking i was all empowered bc i didn’t have a date. then i saw ppl w/ their dates and i got a little sad but not too much. then i saw the guy i asked with the girl he actually went with and that kinda ruined my mood. especially cause their table was right next to mine.

the girl who was part of the reason my hair stylist was taking so long was sitting at my table.

it was just an overall sucky experience. it was fun for the 10 minutes that i was on the dance floor but that’s about it.

not what i was expecting from what i’d been looking forward to since i was a little kid. but whatever. at least i can say i went.

welp. things went to shit w/ the guy. like it always does. kinda just over this whole relationship thing.

sometimes i feel bad for blocking people but then i remember how easy it is to just follow people’s boundaries and/or have an age somewhere on your blog