#please make it stop it hurts

Theres nobody to blame but me. Because i refused to ask for the help i needed. I didnt anyone to be burdened by me that’s why i chose to keep it to myself. Some of you saw it, some maybe thought i’d seek help when it becomes overwhelming and chose not to interfere. I appreciate you all and i see all your efforts. I could’ve asked for help but i didnt and this is my choice. Don’t continue living with being burdened by my demise. Wherever i am right now i am sure to find the peace that i’ve been longing for. There is freedom in death afterall. I’ll be sure to rest in peace. But i surely won’t find that peace if you all continue to live with guilt and regret of what happened to me. You can be sad for a little bit, maybe cry from time to time but i want you to move on and live your life fully, for my sake as well. I know this is extremely selfish on my part but i wish that you will not be burdened too much of my absence. Live and follow your dreams. Live the life you’ve always wanted. And if there is reincarnation, i’d still wish to know and become friends and family with you all. Don’t blame yourselves. I am not blaming anyone. I appreciate each and everyone of you who came, who left, who stayed. I love you all. Farewell.