helloliriels:

What If I’m Not?

‘What if I’m down? What if I’m out? What if I’m someone you don’t want around? I’m falling again …’

John’s letter to Sherlock after Mary’s death.

Maybe in confessing why he’s not o.k. … he’s really pushing Sherlock out of his life for good.

How could such a disclosure not?

What If I’m Not? - helloliriels - Sherlock (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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This fic is now a collab work! ☺️ (a first!!)

Fluff has jumped in to save the day writing Sherlock’s POV letters … as correspondence to John’s letter at the end of T6T!

After spending the majority of the week (and this past weekend) attempting to write not 6 but 7 versions of what happened next … I decided I was stuck in John’s head still, and here Fluff has Sherlock’s voice down, perfectly! She wrote a reply and made it all work (ty!!!)

To appreciate the irony in this: She is my insight to John’s POV 99% of the time - giving me perspective and clarity; and I am 99% more likely to look at things from Sherlock’s POV! Haha, so you have @fluffbyday-smutbynight to thank for the role reversal! I hope you will enjoy the back-and-forth as much as I already do!

CHAPTERS 2 & 3 ARE NOW UP!!! *SUBSCRIBE TO KEEP POSTED ON ALL UPDATES!*

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