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My favorite button

I find myself hitting it more and more with you in my life

Yesterday was my special day

21 years old, pt 2

I got to spend it with my best friend, the most important person in the world to me

Don’t worry about presents, love

You’re the greatest gift I’ve ever gotten

As I stare into the clear water, I see myself staring back

The harder I look, the clearer you become as well

Wandering through the streets

Wondering when I’ll make it back to you

Lately my depression has become so heavy. It feels like a tank sitting on my chest. I’m creeping up on day 5 that I haven’t been able to get out of bed or put on real clothes. Thoughts of suicide and self harm intrude on every spare moment of my existence

How long is it going to be until it isn’t just a thought anymore?

Always, my love

I’m always thinking of you

You’re my favorite thought, my favorite dream

Until I can hold you in my arms again, your sugar coated texts will hold me over

Hush, darling

And let me whisper in your ears

Let me soothe you to sleep

Take my hand and walk the streets with me. I’ll kiss your lips when we reach our final destination

Your breath feels like a cool breeze on my cheeks

I can’t wait until I can feel it again

Every night for the rest of my life

I’m ready for the day that I can explore a brand new world with new trees, new faces, and a new outlook on life

I’m ready for the day I can be happy

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