Azrael, of course, didn’t notice the expression on her brother’s face. She was in her own little world and for once she liked it that way. The voices were still there, though they were slowly starting to quiet as well as she lost more and more of her angelic powers. It was disconcerting and one of the reasons she nearly constantly could be found listening to music – to fill that void so she wouldn’t be surrounded by silence.
At his question she frowned and looked up towards the ceiling, thinking. “I…am not sure?” She honestly wasn’t. “You have so much, I didn’t think you would mind…I’m sorry…”
She jumped down from the seat and brushed her hair back again before staggering to the couch with him and flopping down heavily and curled up next to him. “Only once or twice? I feel like that’s not near enough. You need to hear it more often because I know you think you don’t deserve love or what you have sometimes and if people keep telling you you do hopefully you’ll start to believe it.”
“Hurt myself? What do you mean? I’ve not done anything you wouldn’t do?” She insisted, but did settle in nonetheless because food. Azzie lifted her head to look at him, “I’m sorry…” She didn’t know why she was saying it, just that she felt the need to, and she did mean it. “Have I…disappointed you?”
✮ Lucifer dialled the number for the local Mexican place and held the phone to his ear as Azrael spoke in response to his questioning about his stash and to why she had dipped into it. Letting out a soft sigh, Lucifer shook his head when he heard her asking if he was disappointed in her. “No, Rae-Rae, I have no reason to he disappointed.” He admitted, before snapping his attention to the person that answered the phone.
Quickly ordering a few different tacos and a couple portions of cake, Lucifer plopped himself down on the couch beside Azrael. “You may have been doing things I do, but remember I have control of my self actualisation. You are just coming to terms with yours.” He explained, leaning back and turning his head to look towards her.
"Drugs in a large doses to us Angel is usual nothing, but when you don’t have control over your invulnerability, it could he dangerous.“ He explained, frowning now that he realised his past behaviours could potentially be dangerous for anyone looking up to him.
