Rape fantasies are not my primary kink, but I know that those people who enjoy rap FANTASIES don’t actually want to be raped, or to rape anyone else.
I know that there are some very eloquent and well reasoned pieces that have been written about this difference, and why people who enjoy rape fantasies like what they like. Can anyone out there in the BDSM sector of Tumblr-Land point @want-to-be-a-bimbo in the direction of some of those resources?
P.S. Despite what this meme says I disagree with the sentiment that “EVERYONE has rape fantasies”.
P.P.S. For the sake of clarity I would describe my kinks in this area as consensual non-consent. Consent is always key. Consent is always a MUST!
I just got off the phone with Reaction Junkie. As the conversation ended, he told me that he was going to put a craigslist ad up for no strings attached sex and post my address. Then he paused and said, “Actually, I’m going to put up a no strings rape fantasy ad.” He continued, saying that he would post the ad with a photoshopped picture of me holding a sign that said “I’m [LFB] and I fully consent to this.” and that the ad would tell men to just climb up to my third floor apartment, come in, and fuck me no matter what I said. Then he added, “Leave your balcony door unlocked the next few nights.”
As he talked, I got more and more turned on. My cunt twitched and my head went fuzzy with arousal and subby feelings as I thought about someone coming into my apartment to fuck me even as I fought back, screamed, and tried to get away. And it would all be at Reaction Junkie’s behest. The uncertainty about how serious he was only made everything that much more intense.
I asked in a little voice, “You wouldn’t really do that, would you?” His response was to laugh in amusement and say, “Just try me.” I let out a sound halfway between a moan and a whimper and felt my cunt clench in response. My mind was buzzing softly. I was incredibly turned on and half in subspace. Reaction Junkie chuckled and said, “That was a great noise,” and I breathlessly told him that his response was the correct one. It was perfect.
He wasn’t done, yet. He told me, “When they come in, you have to lope up to them on your hands and knees.” He told me I was to wag my tail and to do so while “panting and smiling.” Then he mused, “I wonder if they’ll be into petplay or if they’ll just fuck your face for showing your mouth to them?” By now, my hand was in my panties and I was rubbing my clit, gasping and moaning as he spoke.
I could all but hear his grin when he said, “You better hope it’s me who comes through that door.” He told me I could get off after I do some work. I told him that I would definitely do that while fantasizing about the things he’d just said to me. When he said, “I’ll look forward to reading your tumblr post,” I laughed and told him, “I was just composing it in my mind.” We said goodbye and got off the phone.
Just writing about this has me turned on and subby again. I’m hot and wet and horny. I love how wonderfully he pushes my buttons. Rape fantasies, uncertainty, degrading petplay, ordering me around, fucking with my mind. Leaving me not knowing what or if he’ll post online, but enjoying the back and forth in my mind about it. I don’t want to know. He’ll do what he wants and I’ll accept it. He owns me. I’m his property, his pet, his toy. I’m whatever he wants me to be. Anything he chooses to do to me is a thing I want done to me. I’ll be home the next three nights, alone and with the balcony door unlocked.
I want to be stripped tied up naked outside and my location given out publicly
Careful what you wish for.
Leave open the windows and doors, because the only thing you will see, is my will upon you, driving you deep into the carnal temptations of being choked and smacked around, clothes ripped apart and you are forced under my will.
Struggle as much as you want, it only makes me stronger. When you feel my throbbing black dick coursing down your body, your bloody screams will be just another song to enter into your dreams. Except, you will wake to the burden and pain, where I shall return and claim you some more.
Once I hit 500 followers, I’ll start posting audio and video! I’ll gladly take suggestions, and I do plan to open my submission box soon. I will also take suggestions for photosets that I post.
