you sat quietly in your car, waiting patiently for your boyfriend to arrive. the thumping of your chest seemed to be louder than the cars outside. it took you a lot to even send him your current address.
with one deep breath, you looked up around the parking lot in hopes he doesn’t arrive. yet, a familiar black car pulls in beside you. making eye contact with suna, you watch as he goes to leave his car. you wave your hands to stop him before flashing your phone at him.
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“hello?” suna looks over at you. hesitantly, you put the phone against your ear to respond.
“hi…”
“don’t wanna see me in person, huh?” he says reluctantly. “y/n, i’m sorry for everything i did…you don’t have to say anything or do anything. i just wanted to say i missed you and i get that i fucked up. i should’ve just told you that haru was an ex of mine. it was just the timing was shit that i thought tiptoeing around you would’ve been fine…we already went through the whole bokuto situation and we patched that fight but i just…i just fucked up…i get it if you want to break up. it’s one hundred percent my fault…”
“…do you love them?” tears had fallen down your cheeks as those words left your mouth. you bore for the worst, your heart aching with anticipation.
“i used to. i don’t love them now,” suna notices how you look off into the parking lot, wiping your tears. “i love you.”
“then why?” your blood began to boil thinking back to how he made you feel. “why lie about being an ex? why lie about how long ago you dated? why do you keep lying about-”
“y/n.”
“why did you go back to them so easily?!” your voice cracked. “why…why did you go back to them even though they hurt you?”
“…”
“suna, i get it, i run away from things and i’m not the best partner. i suck at communication and i know you try to help me open up but i’m not like you. i can’t go back to my past without hurting. seeing you just…just go back to them?”
“i guess…i wanted closure…yeah they cheated on me but, i did love them once before. i wanted to know what i did wrong that lead them to what happened. that way…i don’t repeat the same mistakes with you,” his tone changes as he looks at his phone. he sounds vulnerable. “i know i’m a dick and i could’ve done better, i’ll do everything to make it up to you.”
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suna’s head whips up to notice that you had left your car. you knocked softly on his passenger window, looking at him with soft eyes. he unlocks the car, watching as you entered beside him. the tears had dried up yet you were still sniffling. “y/n,” he starts. you turn to look at suna, seeing how he’d been taking care of himself the past two weeks. the bags under his eyes, his hair outgrown along with his unshaven facial hair, and how flushed his face was.
“you look terrible, rinnie,” you cupped his cheek. you chuckled as he leans into your touch.
“i’m sorry, y/n,” he whispered. tears welled up in his eyes as he faced you. “i fucked up so bad, i don’t deserve your forgiveness.”
“we’ll be okay,” you say. “just promise no more lying okay?”
“i promise,” his hands held onto yours. “i love you so much.”
“i love you too,” you lean in, pecking his lips. after pulling away, suna pressing into your lips once more. feeling his lips against yours after such a long time made you feel those butterflies in your stomach. he pulls back, leaning his forehead into yours, letting out a deep breath. “we’ll be okay, rin.”
