#servicing

So I’ve come to the conclusion that there are things I need to work on for Master. I’m emotionally volatile and that’s not a good thing. I go from one emotion to the next with the snap of a finger and there is no gradually getting there. That’s not good.

I need to work on communicating my feelings and thoughts with Master even if it’s uncomfortable for me to do so. He won’t judge me and he won’t be harsh about what I think.
Another that goes along with this is that I need to stop comparing Master to my previous relationships because he is nothing like them.

I need to be willing to do things I wouldn’t normally do because doing so will make Master happy and I will be obeying him.

I need to start focusing on my happiness more than I focus on other peoples happiness, besides Master, because my happiness makes Master happy.

I need to eliminate people from my life who are only going to emotionally damage me, because when I’m upset Master isn’t happy and that’s not what I’m going for.

I need to work on being more open and vocal about how much I crave Masters cock and am addicted to it. I need to get over being shy about begging for Masters cock. I want it and he wants to hear me beg. He’ll enjoy it.

These are just a few things that I really plan on working in and need to work on. My goal is to become Masters perfect slave and in order to do so I need to do these. I get off on making Master happy and pleased, so instead of doing he bare minimum to do so I want to go above and beyond to show Master that his pleasure and happiness is always first on my mind. I want to show him the control he always has over me.