#shut up girlie

This might sound stupid to y’all but I’m actually so proud of myself right now. I don’t often stick with things when I start them and especially if the people around me think that it’s dumb but I’ve made it thirty days straight of practicing French and I’m just really proud of myself okay I don’t often let myself be proud of my accomplishments and I usually try to diminish them with self deprecating humor because I always think that if I’m my harshest critic nothing can hurt me and that the things I like to do and like in general are stupid but I’m trying really hard to not do that and to be proud of myself which is something I’ve always struggled with. But this is going to be the year of building self-esteem and confidence even if I have to do it alone so yeah, here’s to thirty days