#star wars forever breaking my heart

gffa:

GIFS CANNOT CAPTURE THE SHEER AGONY OF THIS SCENE

The relentless onslaught of memories, both good and bad, all layered over each other, completely unable to separate them out.

Obi-Wan cannot think about Anakin’s disaster flying without also thinking of, “I hate you!”, he cannot think of young Anakin spinning around in the Naboo starship and saving the day by blowing up the Trade Federation ship without thinking of Anakin burning to death on Mustafar.

He cannot think of Qui-Gon without thinking of Anakin, You must train him, he cannot think of Padme without thinking of Anakin, There’s still good in him,  he cannot think of Yoda without thinking of Anakin, Only pain you will find, all of just constantly swirling around and around in a hurricane of impossible to manage pain and trauma and horror, and Anakin Anakin Anakin.

I AM INCONSOLABLE ABOUT HOW MUCH OBI-WAN STILL LOVES ANAKIN.