#still fuck in the head btw

The “I blacked out and made that” is so weird to me bc like,,,, how? Is genius stored in the black outs? Should I knock myself out to finally be able to produce smth good? What else happens during those blackouts? What if you make smth awful during that time? How can ypu be calm in having blackouts?

And like,,, even if they don’t mean an actual blackout that shit is so weird and scary and idk I don’t like that expression.