#stupid

Stupid Emotions, 2019

Shhhh, dont say that stuff to me

Why, you ask

I think before i give you a response

I think of how warm your words make me

I think of how honest you could possibly be when you tell me i look beautiful

I think of what could have motivated you to say something i only dreamed id hear out loud

And when i take in that the only two people in the room are you and me

And that i could be the reason you tell me you feel safe

Or loved or that you belong here or that you never want to leave

I get scared thinking i did that

Because i know i could also undo that

I could mess it up and you decide to leave

And while my thoughts were racing, i made sure to keep my face hidden from yours

During that silence you move next to me in bed

And your arms around me are enough of a response for both of us

I turn my head into the pillow so the tears that fell become buried evidence of my fears

J. T.

So why does everything always go to shit?

paradoxius:

cultural-marxist-sjew-agitprop:

This is supposed to be a joke, but this was an actual controversy when the queen was introduced into chess:

15th century gamergate: ‘tis about moral unrighteousness in the folios printed about games on Master Gutenberg’s new movable type press.