RELATIONSHIP:Dean Winchester x Reader, (past) Steve Rogers x Reader
SETTING:This is a AVENGER X SUPERNATURAL CROSSOVER AU
DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of these characters at all. There will be BIG changes that are opposite from the ending from the show and movie
A/N: If there’s any grammar issues or anything, please forgive me ^_^
Also a big shot out to @joannaliceevans-fanficblog who help beta this chapter but also help me with the ideas. Love you!!
BIG FYI THIS IS SORTA A FILTER CHAPTER SO HOPEFULLY IT WON’T BORED YOU GUYS!! :)
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I’m loving this series & was so excited to see this update! You got me hooked with the first two chapters. I’m looking forward to seeing what is going to happen & how everything is going to play out! If you haven’t checked this out, I hope you do, it’s fantastic, & you won’t regret it! The rest of my comments are under the break since they have spoilers in them & are a bit long.
I’m on the edge of my seat as Dean confronts her & when he moves closer with the gun, I’m almost holding my breath even though I’m 99.9999% sure that he’s not going to use it. I can’t say I’m 100% because of what Castiel told him. I was relieved that Sam came in when he did, yelling for Dean to put the gun down. And I feel for both of them, they both have been through so much in their lives & have been hurt repeatedly. I can see both of their sides & understand the way they both feel. Do I wish she had told Dean & Sam more about herself, some of who she was, or more of her past & that she had powers, or at least that she was pregnant, but I can understand why she didn’t. Not only did Tony & Fury specifically warn her about doing that, but I’m sure she was worried & scared of how Sam & Dean would react to it. And with Dean, you can’t really blame him for feeling hurt & angry at finding out that she was different from Cas & not her, that she had been lying to them, to him for over a month & considering who they are & everything they have been through, is anyone surprised that he would think the worse.
When she tells them, “My name is Y/N. I was kidnapped by Hydra, but not recently. I was kidnapped when I was 15 and used as an experiment.” & shows them part of her powers & goes on, “I was one of the three that survived. They wanted to use us as weapons to destroy and take over the world until the Avengers came and destroyed the camp. I was saved and trained with them. I’m one of the Avengers.” I let out a sigh of relief as Dean lowered the gun. But my eyes widen when Sam says, “Dean, she’s telling the truth,” & I’m shocked when he says, “I found out not too long ago when I saw her burning her uniform and everything related to avengers. I didn’t ask about it. When I went to see what she was burning, I saw the Avenger symbol and some photos,” I can almost feel Dean’s hurt & anger growing as he asks, “And you didn’t tell me?!” But Sam’s right when he says, “Dean, she has her reasons for not wanting to say, and if she wants to tell us, she will,” & I’m glad that at least he understands. I wasn’t expecting Dean to ask, “Then tell me what else you are hiding from me?” I know her answer, “I’m pregnant,” shocks him as he says, “You’re wha-what?” When she says, “I’m pregnant about two months now,” & Sam shows the partially burnt photo & asks, “Is he the father?” I can imagine the look of disbelief & surprise on Dean’s face as he grabs it & says, “Captain America is the father?!” I’m tearing up along with her as, “Yes, but he decided that his selfish desire to be with his past woman is more important than us, so I see no reason to stay at a place to be reminded every day. I’m just a person he uses when he’s bored,“ & I’m hurting for both of them as Dean leaves the room, yelling, “You got to be kidding me! What the hell did I get myself involved in!?"
When she tells Sam, “I’m sorry for lying. I wanted to live a peaceful life away from being an Avenger. I was lost and confused until you saved me. I wanted to believe my lies so much that I started to believe this was my life.” I know that she’s being truthful & speaking from her heart & I want to believe Sam when he says, “I understand. Just give Dean some time. He will come around, I promise. Is there anything else you want to tell us?” but part of me is worried that it’s going to take Dean a good bit to accept everything that he just learned & that by the time he does something else might happen, hopefully, I’m wrong. I was glad that she told the Sam about faking her death & what Tony did for her & again, I’ve got my fingers crossed that if Sam was looking into her past, he’ll stop & if he wasn’t this will keep him from trying to look up anything about her. The last thing she needs now is someone the slightest hint that she’s alive & then going out looking for her. I don’t blame her for wanting to leave her past behind her, for not wanting to go back. To get to start her life over & raise her baby, without people constantly reminding her about Steve or trying to tell her what Steve would want, or how she should do things. When Sam says that they will keep her secret & that she can stay there as long as she wants, I believe him, but the question is does Dean feel the same? Does he want her to stay? Is he going to be able to deal with what he’s found out? Those questions make me nervous because we all know that if she feels that he doesn’t want her around she won’t stay. And her thoughts & feelings have me tearing up along with her, I can’t blame her for not knowing how to face him for how she’s feeling.
I’m feeling a bit anxious & nervous when Sam & Dean start talking & Sam is right when he tells Dean that it wasn’t his place to tell him. When Sam asked him if he would treat her the same knowing who she was, I wasn’t surprised by Dean’s answer, that her being an Avenger had nothing to do with who she is. I agree with Sam when he says to treat her like she was before, but I can understand Dean’s feelings when he says, that he doesn’t like being lied to, especially in his own house. I mean who would, I know I wouldn’t like it, but Dean needs to remember that this is not an average situation, even he has to admit it’s unique. What Sam says next is partial right, yeah Dean likes her, but the only part that bothers Dean about her being pregnant is that the guy left her & ran off for another woman. I’m sure in Dean’s mind he can’t understand how Steve could do that, having a family is something we all know is Dean would love to have, but he feels that can’t have, that he would endanger them.
I’m just starting to think that maybe things will be okay, maybe things between Dean & her will calm down & they can get back to where they were before this happened, she walks in & says, "I just came down here to apologize again and that I will be leaving fairly soon. Tony is currently arranging things for me so you don’t have to worry about me staying" & my jaw drops as she turns around & walks back out. Sam tells Dean something similar to what I wanted to say, "Dean, say something. She shouldn’t be out there alone like this. Y/N is vulnerable right now, and she’s still injured from the hunt. We can’t just let her leave!” except I would have added Dean if you let her go, you’re going to regret it. As Dean goes to her door, I’m almost biting my nails waiting for him to knock & say something & I’m ready to scream
when he stops himself & walks off & I’m shaking my head at what he’s thinking, that he thinks he doesn’t know what he feels for her or if he was just fascinated with you & that perhaps it was best if she left so he could go back to his old life. I wish I could tell Dean not to be a
But then when she leans against the door & whispers, "Maybe it’s for the best that you find out now. I’m someone else’s trash that you don’t need to take.“ my heart is breaking for her & I’m practically
I wish I could just wrap my arms around her & hug her & tell her that she isn’t trash & anyone that doesn’t appreciate her & love her then they need to
I can’t blame her for avoiding the boys & I wish Sam would find a way to make these two be in the same room together. I’m wondering if Sam knows that Dean didn’t talk to her. I keep hoping that something will change, that dean will talk to her before it’s too late & she leaves, but each day that goes by that hope is dwindling & when she gets the text from Tony that it’s time, everything is set up & she starts packing, I know that this is Dean’s last chance to stop her from leaving, but is he going to do it? And I have the feeling that Dean’s not, that he’s going to let her walk out that door & if he does that I hope Sam smacks upside the head. But then she starts writing Sam & Dean letters & I find out that they are on a hunt, my heart sinks. Oh no, there’s no one to stop her from leaving & I’d be willing to bet that in those letters she doesn’t leave a number for them to get in touch with her or tell them where she’s going. I’m tearing up as she goes & stocks up on groceries for them & prepares them some meals & some pies & my eyes fill even more when she bakes one for Dean, oh my!!! And when she cleans everything up, grabs her bags, takes one last look at the bunker & then leaves & closes the door, I’m ready to cry, especially when she gets to town & finds the car that Tony told her about & gets in & drives off!
I’m tearing up again when Sam & Dean get home the next night & Sam finds that she was gone. And when Dean finds the letter & reads it & tries to call her & finds the phone he got her on the table my eyes fill even more, especially when Dean finds the pie she made for him & Dean begins to cry. Maybe Dean can convince himself, but he’s not convincing me when he tells Sam that it’s for the best. When they don’t get any news about her, I’m hoping that Sam isn’t looking for her in a way that will set off an alert & I have no doubt that Dean misses her. I was a bit surprised that Castiel didn’t tell Sam where she was, but if I had to guess I’m thinking that Cas feels a bit responsible for the way she left because he was the one that told Dean she wasn’t normal. At least Sam knows that she’s okay, she’s safe. I love that Tony picked such a great place for her & I’m not surprised how well he covered his tracks doing it. It was a great idea to use Pepper’s company name to avoid suspicion & of course, he tried to buy everything she might need. I’m not surprised that the picture she pulled out was one with Dean & Sam & not any with the Avengers. I mean she was closer with Sam & Dean after a month than she was with most of the Avengers after seven years, other than the good friendship she has with Tony & Pepper. And does anyone blame her for not putting a picture up of the man that left her, if she even has one, I know I don’t. I wouldn’t be shocked if she has gotten rid of whatever he had left behind or if she just left it there for Bucky & Sam to deal with. When she rubs her stomach & says, "Welp, baby, welcome to your new home," I hope that nobody finds her or finds out who she is & if they do they don’t set off an alert about her.
It made me squeal when I find out about the couple from Boston, Andy, who used to be a lawyer & now is on the town council & is a part-time professor & his wife Joann, who is a baker with a bakery. And it makes me smile when Joann hires her. I did get a bit nervous for a few seconds when Joann recognize her, but when she tells her that she just wants a peaceful life & Joann keeps her secret, I’m relieved, *WHEW*! I knew that I was going to like Joann, especially with the way she reacts to learning that she was pregnant with Steve’s baby & what Steve did. That’s right Joann, we are pissed at Steve!! But what Joann says to her about leaving Boston, "to start anew from a dark past.” has me wondering what could have happened? She was right not to push, when the time is right Joann will tell her what it is, what happened. I can’t help getting a little hopeful about what she tells Joann about the picture of the boys when she sees it & I’ve got my fingers crossed that something good will come from this.
My jaw drops when Dean & Sam drive into Crested Butte on their way back from Vegas & when Sam says, "Hey, let’s stop for the night and gas up,“ & Dean says, "Seriously, dude, we can drive all night and get home to the bunker," I’m ready to holler at Dean. And when Sam says, "Dean, I’m tired and dirty. I want to shower beside Crested Butte. It isn’t a bad place to stop for the night." I’m almost squealing as Dean parks in front of a motel, Yes!!!! And just as I’m thinking if I should get my hopes up Sam gets out of the car & says, "there’s a bakery over there; I bet there’s some pie,” And I’m wondering, could it be Joann’s bakery & I have my fingers crossed & I’m almost holding my breath that it is. When Dean walks in & Joann comes out from the back & recognizes him from her photo, I’m almost screaming, oh my, oh my!!! Her thoughts have me smiling as she asks, “Hello, welcome to Butte Bakery and Cafe. What can I get for you?” & when she asks, "You’re lucky this is our last one for today. So you’re new in town. Visiting?“ & Dean tells her, "Oh, we just stopped by for the night but will be heading out tomorrow.” & she replies, "Oh well, welcome to our little town. Before you leave, you should stop by and get some food for the road. I think we will have some newly baked pies coming in,“ my smile grows, especially once Dean leaves & Joann calls her & says, "I need some baked pies by tomorrow morning,” & when she says, “Oh, okay, I’ll bring them out at 9 am tomorrow,” I’m so excited, I’m almost bouncing. I’m smiling even more when Joann hangs up & says, "I’m just giving you two a hand.“ Yes, you are Joann, yes you are. Those two need it!
I’m giggling when Sam says, "And you didn’t get me any?” & I giggle even more as Dean eats the last bite & says, "The last one, sorry, dude,“ When Dean stops chewing because the pie tastes familiar, I can’t help wondering if Dean is going to figure it out that she made that pie & that she is in the same town as he is. But my jaw drops when I find out what Sam did, that he got Castiel to show him the town she moved to & then Sam made sure to find a case that would take them through her town, oh my!! I agree with Sam, Dean does deserve to be happy & that Dean loves her & what Castiel tells Sam, that she misses both of them, especially Dean warms my heart & has my hope growing. When Dean walks into the bakery the next day, I’ve got my fingers crossed & I’m on the edge of my seat as Joann greets him & he starts to say, "Um, about the pie?” & when she interrupts, "Hey Joann, sorry I’m a little late. I baked more than I can car….“ & Dean says, "Y/N?” & she turns around & sees him smiling at her & she says, "Dean?“ I’m screaming, OMG!!!! And I’m hoping that they can talk & make up. Oh, I really hope that happens! I love this series & this ending, has me so excited & hopeful! I’m looking forward to seeing what is going to happen next, how it all will play out!
(I hope this makes sense, this is my third time, third day of trying to reblog this. Fingers crossed it works!)
