#survivial mode

It’s really awkward walking past so many cars as I’m walking miles in the rain. It’s like a constant reminder that so many women wouldn’t tolerate this but I have to until I have that need met. Girls shouldn’t have to walk miles in the rain getting soaked just to get to our destination. No one should. I bust my ass just to have the resources I do have but I still feel so behind. I can’t wait til I have my license and a vehicle to get around where ever I need to. I’ve had so many people say things to me like “You deserve better, you deserve to be taken care of. Anyone would be lucky to have someone like you. So many people would love to make sure you’re taken care of.” I just hope one day a miracle like that happens where I don’t have to worry about any of my needs anymore, or that I’m able to provide everything I need on my own. I’m thankful for the clients that do help me out, but lately everything is getting more expensive and it’s effecting my work life too. Some days I’m scraping by. If anyone would like to buy content, purchase something from my Mercari, or help out because you’d like to my CashApp is $sleepygirl22 and my Venmo is Heather-Vexx . I know times are though for a lot of people right now, it’s hard living in a world so over run by capitalism. I wish nothing but the best for all of you as well.