#that was all one sentence

Whenever I really just need to get shit out I do it on tumblr and I haven’t been on here in awhiiiile and I am still kinda drunk like drunk to the point where all you can do is think about everything that has ever happened and you just fucking fuck yknow like is sucks knowing you don’t even care enough about me to respect me when I have cared for three years now even like and the worst part is that makes you a fucking liar which I’ve always known like I knew from the beginning but fuck you for lying and fuck me for letting myself believe that maybe you cared AGAIN like it was hard enough the first time and the second time but I did it I got past it and I was stronger from it but whenever you come back into my life you always make sure to fuck something up so that I can’t even fucking like I can’t think of anything else to say. I hate you because I love you and I love you so Fucking much because I fucking hate you so fucking much and I mean I just wish I was worth something to you like I wish it wasn’t easy for you to treat me like just another bitch and that’s how I know you’re a liar because you said you didn’t know but you know damn well how unimportant I am to you.