all too well 10 minute - taylor swift / the infamous leonardo dicaprio girlfriend ‘25 is the cut off’ age chart / bradley cooper (38) reading lolita to his girlfriend, suki waterhouse (21) in a park / motion sickness - phoebe bridgers / dear john - taylor swift / illicit affairs - taylor swift / jeff & annie on community / dj - ts / favorite crime - olivia rodrigo / atw10 - ts / happier than ever - billie eilish / ms - pb
and finally, john mayer (32) on how he felt the song taylor swift (then 19) wrote about their relationship portrayed him unfairly. swift is still not the age he was when they dated.
i miss you so much sometimes i can’t breathe. i wish you’d just stop hating me so much. it’s so strange. when you loved me, i almost loved myself. but with you hating me, i hate myself more than ever. i have these moments where i just freak out and idek it’s like i’m having a panic attack but i literally feel like i am going to tear myself apart and it’s terrifying. i can’t sleep at night anymore. even when i am beyond exhausted i just lay there thinking of you, my birthday is sunday and you aren’t here and i keep listening to the moment i knew and it’s killing me because i know that that is exactly how i will be feeling and how i feel and god i wish you would just understand how sorry i am. i am suffocating in shame and i don’t think i can handle this anymore.
