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A/N: guess who returned from the dead and posted a zoyalai content again? Me. HAKJAHSDF. Written for the @grishaversebigbang mini bang 2022! :> 

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Forced to live the same day again and again, Nikolai must find a way to rid of himself of the predicament all the while trying to save their unit from the war. But the outcome of it was always the same—a death he can never seem to prevent.

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Nine hundred and forty-seven. 

Nikolai didn’t know why he hadn’t lost count yet. Day after day, new information was stored in his mind—the battle plan, the training and warnings, everything. But losing count never happened, and it was that many times the day of the invasion had been reset. 

Nine hundred forty-seven times he woke up in that ship with his rank demoted to a Private. Nine hundred forty-seven times he saw the people he would be fighting with on the beach the next morning, but would never make it through. Nine hundred forty-seven times he died and lived the same day over and over. 

And nine hundred and forty-seven times he had crossed paths with humanity’s Storm which was Zoya Nazyalensky.

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