The Perfect Woman

Tomura Shigaraki x F!Reader

Warnings: Angst??, mentions of death, slut shaming, small amount of smut, baby trapping in a way?

A/N: i have to go to work after this so it’s a little unedited. It’s a little rushed as well. I’m just trying to find different styles of writing and shit

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You loved him, so how could you not? He was always there for you. Not to mention how he was the one to take you in after you had lost everything. Your family to the fire of the number two hero, your friends, decided to stop talking to you after you couldn’t deal with the death of your family. So, for many years, you were all alone.

So now to see him hanging out with some other woman pissed you off. How could he just ignore what you guys have been through and cheat on you like you meant nothing to him?!

She only wanted to get in his pants so she could climb up higher on the rankings. But you knew Shigaraki all too well. There was no way he’d fall for someone like her. He was just hanging out with her to make you jealous. Yeah, that had to be the reason. There is no other reason to explain why he’s spending so much time with her. He was just blinded by her! She must have a seducing quirk because there was no way he’d fall for such a tramp!

He didn’t love her. He loves you. You were the one that always made sure he went to bed peacefully at night. You were always the one to make him dinner and leave him little notes underneath his door during the day. It was all you.

But there were no worries. You could easily find a way to get rid of her. Sure it may be a little unethical, but you’re a villain. There’s not much the law can do to stop you. Plus, Shigaraki won’t miss her. He needs to focus on his admission. That’s why he didn’t spend so much time with you recently. He’s focusing on his mission, and you know that he has something big planned for you.

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She was very difficult to get rid of. More difficult than you had originally thought. Turns out that while she was hanging out with Shigaraki, she might have watched him and picked up his skills. But that’s no matter. A homewrecker like her deserves what she got coming to her.

You initially didn’t want to, but you decided to grab the hairpin she was always wearing. A little trophy knowing that she wouldn’t try to ruin your relationship with him anymore! Besides, you remembered him complementing said hairpin when you followed him outside of the base cause you had a feeling he was sneaking around. So if you took it for yourself, he’d surely compliment you on it too!

You went to show him what you’ve acquired, but to your dismay, you saw another woman rubbing his back! You could hear him sobbing as the woman comforted him. What was wrong?! How could he go to another woman for comfort when you were his love!

You could feel your heart aching at the sight of betrayal.

You simply run to your room and shut the door. Tears flowed down from your eyes as you collapsed onto your bed, sobbing. Who on earth did the woman think she was?! It was so evident that you were his love!

Why was he out seeing other women?! Were you not good enough for him?!

No, there had to be something that was making him do this. Was it something that she was wearing?! Was it another seduction quirk?

You just wished he’d come to you for support! Not another woman! What did she have that you didn’t?! She wore such basic clothes there was no way that he’d fall for someone with basic clothes like hers-

She was wearing a jacket that suited her style well. It was the only thing that made her outfit pop. Maybe he was just entranced with how she looked in that jacket? You couldn’t think of any other reason he would do such a thing to you!

You just couldn’t stand to see them there together! You couldn’t stand knowing that she was out there comforting him when you could have been the one to do it!

It is then that you knew that sometimes morals have no room when it comes to love

~~~

The atmosphere was so tense in the hideout. It was surprising to see everyone looking at each other with suspicion. They’re acting like someone important had died. You were so confused as no one has gone missing?

They seriously couldn’t be mourning that little whore? How could they mourn a woman who was making moves on an already taken man?!

Were they possibly traumatized from the scene that they had stumbled on? You didn’t have the time to clean up like you did last time, and this time, you let out your emotions a little bit more. The woman was a nobody to the league!

It didn’t help that your poor lover locked himself in his room. You were so worried about him! You couldn’t even get into his room since he locked the door! What kind of lover is he to lock the door on you?!

You just didn’t understand! First, he went after that stupid tramp with the hairpin and now the woman with the jacket! And now he’s upset?! Why was he upset! You just helped him get out of her spell!

Maybe you had to wear the jacket? No, you couldn’t. You just wished you had asked for the jacket before it all went down. You won’t be able to wear it until the stains get out, and you have to stitch some of it together. But you were sure he would be so happy to see you in such beautiful apparel once the jacket was completely fixed!

~~~

The jacket was finally completely fixed and you were ready to show Shigaraki everything you have collected during these past months.

It took him a while to stop locking his door, about 3 months maybe. He still barely left his room, but you were able to finally lay next to him once more! Oh, you just loved the way he slept so beautifully! The sound of his breathing always lulled you asleep.

You’d wish you could snuggle him all morning, but what kind of lover would you be if you didn’t make him breakfast? He always ate it up! You were so thankful that he at least enjoyed your cooking!

You were about to go show him what you’ve been doing these past few months before you stopped in your tracks. Rage filled your being as you saw him talking to another woman! After all this time, he still has the audacity to see other women?!

You stared at the girl with hatred as she flirted with your lover. What’s worse is he’s not even trying to stop her! Doesn’t he have any decency left in him?!

You noticed that she’s wearing a dress that suits her body well. She’s practically trying to show the whole world what a slut she is! She’s just like the other two! It’s like no one has any empathy or cares that he’s in a relationship!

You could feel your fists shake as you struggled not to attack her right there. You didn’t want your lover to see such a sight! He’s already seen so much with the corrupt nature of the hero society! He didn’t need to see anymore!

So you just watched. Watched as she flirted with him, and from time to time, he flirted back. What was with him and cheating on you in such a way!

You knew that you would have to have a talking to with your lover but for now, there was someone else you needed to take care of.

~~~

Today was the day! The final project was complete! Why, how could he possibly ignore you now? You were wearing everything he loves to see in a woman! From the hairpin to the jacket and to the dress! You were finally the perfect woman!

You sat next to him and noticed that he had a few empty whiskey bottles next to him. Now you knew your lover took a drink every now and then but seeing him drink to such an extreme deeply concerned you!

You looked at him and asked him if he was okay, and he only looked at you with annoyance. That and you swore you could have seen something else in his eyes.

Maybe now that he was drunk, you would be able to have a conversation with him! Considering he was always around those tramps, you never got the chance to talk to him anymore!

You spilled all your feelings into those conversations, and you swore you heard him telling you the same. You so deeply wanted to kiss him! You always kissed his head when he went to sleep, so he should have no problem with it now, right?

Well, one thing lead to another and now you were in his bed with him on top of you.

You just knew all those months of him cheating on you was just his way of finally showing you how he really feels!

You knew from the start that you would love every moment of it! The way he ran his dangerous hands up and down your body. How he kissed your neck in just the right places.

Or how he knew just where to make you see stars.

You just loved the feeling of his cock pounding your insides. He was so big and you loved every second of it! He made you feel so full and with every thrust of his hips got you closer and closer to cumming on his cock.

You were so out of it that you didn’t even notice him dusting the dress off of you. You worked so hard to tailor that dress to your size so you were a little mad when he did such a thing! But you quickly forgave him when you felt his hot mouth surround your nipple.

The feeling of him sucking harshly against it was enough to make your toes curl. So when he used his other hand to pinch your other nipple you arched your back.

It was all too much for you. With one harsh thrust inside you, you wrapped your legs around his waist as you let out a silent scream and came on his cock. Not seconds after did you feel him shooting ropes of his hot cum inside you.

Knowing that you were so full of his seed made you horny all over again. You loved him so so so much! You wanted him to fuck you all throughout the night just so you know that he loved you!

Plus, with all the amount of cum that he’ll spill inside you, there was no way that you wouldn’t get knocked up! If you got knocked up, then there was no way he would dare think about leaving you for another woman!

Finally, after so long everything was as it should be. Now you’ll always be his forever!

~~~

It wasn’t the movement of the bed that woke you up, but it was the sound of his voice. Your face contorted into a smile as you turned around to see him, but it quickly dropped when you noticed that his face carried a puzzled expression.

“Who the hell are you?” Your eyes went wide. How could he act like you were just some stranger to him?!

“What do you mean?” You’re hoping he was just pulling some cruel prank on you! You’ve been together for so long! How could he do this to you?!

“I meant what I said and why are you in my bed?!” He raised his voice at you which is something he never did! Why was he treating you in such a way?!

“Don’t you remember last night?” You look at him with a sad expression as you see the gears turning in his head.

“That was an accident. Now get out of my bed and never speak about this again do you understand?” You could feel your heart shatter. Why was he acting so cold to you?!

You could feel tears trickle your eyes as you get up form his bed. He dusted your dress last night so you’d have to run half naked in the hide outs halls.

As you were walking out the door your noticed a few picture frames standing on his desk.

It was a picture of those homewrecking whores. How could he still be thinking about them?! You were so angry that in your fit of rage you ran out the door and slammed the door so hard that it echoed throughout the entire base.

Once you reached your room without anyone seeing you grabbed a pillow from your bed as you screamed your frustration into it. Just as you were about to do it again, you stopped when you realized something.

Even if he was still thinking about them, you were that would be carrying his baby. And you knew for sure that he would never want to be like his own father.

In time he’ll see that what he’s going through is just a phase and he’ll come running back to you.

Happier

Tomura Shigaraki x GN!Reader

Warnings: Angst, mentions of death, fluff in a way?

A/N: Unedited af cause my computer was fighting with me, Also contains spoilers

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Arguing was a daily occurrence now. Not a day goes by without an argument. It was like second nature at this point. Wake up, argue throughout the entire day, then go back to bed to only repeat the same cycle over and over again. You didn’t know what to do. Even if you tried to avoid him, there was always something that he brought up. You’ll admit, sometimes you wondered if he even liked you with all the vile things he’d say to you. So you just did your best to dream of a time when you guys were talking instead of fighting.

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Silence. You never thought you would enjoy it as much as you were now. You were lying down on the rooftop of the base and looking at the stars. The only sound that rang through your ears was the sound of your own heartbeat. It would have been pitch black if it weren’t for the stars in the sky. It was so calming, so different. You finally felt at peace, knowing nothing could ruin such a moment.

While looking at the stars, a feeling raised in your chest, and a thought entered your mind. Sure, you thought about such a thing before, but why now did it cause such a pain in your chest? Maybe cause you finally knew what you had to do and that waiting any longer will only cause the pain to get worse. Plus, there’s no reason to stay when all he does is say how much he doesn’t need you. How he wished he’d never met you.

All the wasted nights crying and going to bed angry were not worth it anymore. The dark circles under your eyes and small white hairs appeared in your hair. You weren’t trying to age any faster, and you were for sure weren’t about to waste the rest of your life with a man who doesn’t love you.

Standing up, you looked at the stars and took a deep breath asking them for luck before leaving. The sounds of your footsteps made your heart beat faster, knowing that what you were about to do could change the course of your life for the better. Sighing, you grab your phone and shoot him a text telling him to meet you at the park where you guys first met. You could feel your eyes water remembering such a time when you were so much happier.

“What are you doing here by yourself?”You asked the man sitting on the swing.

“Why aren’t you running in fear? Calling the cops? I know you saw what I look like and who I am.” His gravelly voice only made you chuckle as you sat next to him on the other swing.

“So you did see me checking you out? Was it that obvious?”

“Checking me out?”

“Of course, silly! If I really wanted to call the cops, wouldn’t they be here by now? Plus, I say me and you have much in common.” You could see his eyes widen at your words. You smile at his reaction.

“What could me and you have in common?”

“Well, I suppose we share the same views. It’s nice to see someone actually voice what’s truly wrong with hero society. So many people are brainwashed into thinking that they can do no wrong. It’s sad as it is sickening.” For once, Shigaraki Tomura had felt something other than hatred in his chest as he listened to your words.

“Not to mention how brave it was to attack USJ. You are the first person to even pull such a stunt. It’s admirable, really.”

He didn’t know what to say. He was so shocked to find someone who shared the same views as him and not Stains. Not to mention how you praised him, telling him how you were impressed. He was never told such things by anyone other than his master. So, for someone as breathtaking as you to say you were impressed and admired him, it gave him newfound confidence to crush the hero society. He would make a world where villains reined supreme and maybe, just maybe, with you by his side.

You sat at the same swing you did so long ago. Hearing his footsteps come up from behind you made you tense, but you quickly collected yourself. He sat at the same swing he did as well before looking at you with a scowl on his face.

“What do you want, and why did you text me to come here?” His voice snapped at you. At the moment, you thought about backing out, but you knew you couldn’t now. It was now or never.

“I think we should break up.” Those words felt like venom coming out of your mouth. Despite how much shit he’s done, you still loved him deep down in your heart. You’ll admit, you weren’t no saint either. When you guys would fight, both of you would say shit that you knew would hurt the other person. You didn’t want to be that person anymore. You didn’t want to be the person who brought up bad things from a person’s past. You wanted change. Even if said change meant leaving who you felt like was the love of your life.

“What?”

“I said I think we should break up.” It was quiet. Too quiet. You could hear a pin drop even if you were in the bustling city.

“What, did you change your mind on how you view hero society? Typical should have expected it from you. Stupid of me to think anybody would understand.” You felt rage bottle up inside of you. Did he really not see what a shit show your relationship had turned into? Did he really jump into blaming you for something you both had equally participated in?

“You saying shit like that is the reason why Shigaraki. We can’t even have a normal conversation anymore that doesn’t include fighting or-”

“-Or what?”

“That exactly! Interrupting one another. Talking over the other! We can’t even sit in the same room together without one of us picking a fight! I know I’m no saint. I know that I have done shit wrong. Despite me still hating hero society and still agreeing with your views, I just can’t do it anymore. I can’t let myself turn into someone that I don’t recognize.” You stood up from the swing. You clutched your fists as tears started to spill from your eyes.

“You sound so pathetic! If you really agreed with my views, you’d know that there is no room in this society that allows people with such shitty morals to have a fun life. Or hell a life at all!” You could hear him going on and on. Your fists were shaking as you struggled not to turn back and scream at him, but you just wanted to get it over with, and then maybe finally would you be able to sleep well at night.

“Despite what you think of me or say of me, I’m not listening to it. I’m tired of the arguing, the sleepless nights, and the fear I feel when you leave for days on a mission and not text me.” Your voice turned shaky as the sound of your sobs could finally be heard.

“I love you. I love you so fucking much Shigaraki. So much that there’s not enough stars in the sky to explain how deep my love is for you. It’s you who I want to wake up next to every morning. It’s you who I want to spend the rest of my life with. Even after this, I will never stop loving you. I’ll love you till the day I die, but I can’t do this anymore.” You turn around and start walking towards the bright street lights.

“Goodbye Shigaraki. I hope your dream comes true. I believe in you.” You turn around and send him a smile before walking down the street and away from his view.

He watched you leave his view. Watched as the swing you were just sitting on finally come to a halt before it finally hit him. The emotions he was so desperately trying to hide came over him like a wave. He grabbed his chest at where his heart should be before letting out a cry of anguish.

He fell off the swing and to his knees before tears streamed down his face. His whole body was shaking as his sobs rang through his ears. It hurt so fucking much. He’s never felt this type of hurt since the incident so many years ago. Now, once again, he was all alone.

He was angry with himself. Why did he have to say that? Maybe if he would have tried to be understanding you might still be in his life but no. His pride got the best of him and said things he truly didn’t mean. He just said it in the heat of the moment. He didn’t know how to diffuse a situation. He didn’t know how to communicate properly. And now thanks to that, he ruined another good thing in his life.

Even if he didn’t say it much, he loved you too. He loved you so much that would die for you. He wanted to wake up every morning knowing that you were proud to call him yours. You were the one he wanted by his side as he took down hero society. You were his everything, and now, he couldn’t tell you how much you truly meant to him. And knowing that, only made him cry harder.

~~~

It was hard the first few months. You thought the sleepless night would stop after you left, but now, you’d cry yourself to sleep. Despite desperately trying to move on with your life, you just couldn’t find a way to get over him. Everything only seemed to remind you of him. From walking by happy couples to looking at videos on the internet. It didn’t help that most of the shows on tv revolved around him. Talking about what his next attack was or would be.

You would be lying if you said you didn’t watch them. It wasn’t healthy in the slightest but you couldn’t help but worry. You still loved him after all, you wanted to know that he was okay.

When video footage of him would come out of him attacking a hero, he didn’t even seem bothered by the fact that you weren’t alongside him. Of course, you knew that he wouldn’t let things like that get him unfocused from his missions. Besides, he seemed more calculated than when you were with him. Like he was focused more. In every fight with a hero that’s come crossed him, he always managed to win, even if that meant the hero losing their life or being wounded to the point that they couldn’t raise an arm.

You were so proud of him. From an impulsive man going into battle without thinking, to someone who plans his next decision carefully. He’s grown so much in the past few months. He’s even managed to take down the Shie Hassakai leader and quite literally took the only way to use his quirk. He’s even grown a sense of style and ditched the ragged black clothes that he use to wear. He was still beautiful in your eyes, no matter what he wore and nothing could change that.

~~~

You’ve never left his mind since that day. No matter what, his mind would always race back to you. It didn’t help how you left things in his room when you broke up with him. When he figured out that you left some clothes in his room, he slept with a shirt that you always wore since it was your favorite. It still after all these months, had your scent on it. While he was looking around the shared room, he noticed something peeking out from under the bed. Once he grabbed it, it felt like he’d been punched in the gut.

It was a picture of you and him. He remembered when you took this picture even. You guys decided to go to an arcade for a celebration of a mission that went well. You took this picture after he had just won a game that allowed you to get the giant stuffie on the top shelf. In your excitement, you pulled out your phone and took a picture of you both, and at the last minute, you kissed his cheek.

He didn’t know where you got this printed but he wasn’t complaining. He took out the picture carefully before folding it up and putting it in his pocket. Now, you would be with him everywhere he went. You would always be by his side cheering him on.

He would do it all for you no matter what he did now. Even if you didn’t know it, he would make you proud and maybe be able to forgive himself for not telling you how much you meant to him.

~~~

The war was all anyone could think about. Worrying about all the heroes who were sacrificing their lives. Worrying about what could happen if the villains truly won. Cries of fear could be heard when people realized how much the heroes were truly up against.

But all you could do was cheer them on.

You watched as they destroyed everything in their path and showed the hero societies’ true colors. Showing them that secrets are never hidden and will always come out. You cried tears of joy when you saw them standing tall and proud.

All of them gave it their all and showed society how they failed. Showing them that they were more than just villains. Showing that even if hero society failed them, they will always have a found family.

You could even remember jumping off the couch when you saw him.

Even after everything he’s been through, he’s still managing to stand tall. He’s worked hard to get where he is and it all payed off.

Watching as the news revealed that the heroes had fled. That they couldn’t defeat the bad guys. That hero society isn’t as strong as the brainwashed people were lead to believe.

You could feel tears well in your eyes as you saw Shigaraki standing tall. Victorious, knowing that it had all payed off. And in that moment, a smile reached your face as you looked at the TV.

“I always knew you could do it. I love you so much Tomura.” you turn off the tv before heading to your bedroom, not before looking out the window.

“And I’m so proud of you.”