#trans nblm

i act like imgod

now you’re back to praying

this is your new religion.

my words become venom

when directed at those

whohurtmy precious angel.

forget the person i said i was

i am so much worse.

love was pointless,

until it pointed me towards you.

but im still unsure,

are you even mine?

dreams of the future are naught but lies.

wedied in every one of my dreams.

hand in hand, off the rooftop.

what if i take just enough of my sleep meds so you can still take complete advantage of me while i’m semi-conscious … wouldn’t it be so much fun to gaslight me into thinking i’m just having a wet dream while you use my body?