#nblw thoughts

do you love them more than me?

is that why you ignore me for hours?

why am i not enough for you?

will i ever be enough?

false promise after falsepromise,

but i can’t bring myself to let go of you.

if i did, what were these past six yearsfor?

if im not yours to use, what am i?

you woke up in the middle of the night,

your voice no more than a sleepy whisper,

just to tell me you loved me.

you really don’t know what you’re doing to me.

keep pulling the wire around my neck,

tighterandtighterandtighter.

make me into your pretty little trophy,

a one of a kind collectable monster.

despite their yearning for me,

icant bring myself to feel sympathetic.

i chose you long ago, before i even met you.

they never even stood a chance.

i want you marked with my blood,

a kind of bond that won’t set us free.

i won’t stop until your skin is all mine,

but tell me when it hurts, tell me if it hurts.

i act like imgod

now you’re back to praying

this is your new religion.

carving pumpkins, hayrides, and stomping on crunchy leaves would be so much better if you did it with your girlfriend

i want to explore mountains with my girlfriend, have a little risk and maybe a small kiss

one day i’m gonna be able to look at my girlfriend, tell them i love them, and then pull a tiny frog out of my pocket as an offering of of my love

tell me if this is just a me thing or whatever, but my go-to gift is and will always be food.

imagine knowing your partner so well that you know exactly how to make their favorite dish? you know how spicy their chili has to be for them to enjoy it, or you know that they like a little bit of instant espresso in their chocolate cake? And then you set them down and watch them take that first bite, and you see how their eyes light up as they realize that you remembered something they thought was so unimportant, but not to you.

i know i’ve made posts about making food for or eating food with your girlfriend before, but that’s because food is one of those things that is universally used and can still be very personal❤️

do i think hallmark movies are repetitive, heteronormative, and a little misogynistic? yes.

would i start watching hallmark movies if they made one about a big shot femme CEO falling in love with a small town butch and learning the true meaning of christmas? also yes.

I simply wish to bring them flowers and press a soft kiss to the back of their hand

Couples that commit arson together stay together

Listen all I’m saying is I wanna commit arson and fight capitalism with a pretty girl like is that really too much to ask

Borrowing each others class notes and leaving small notes to each other in the margins

Her hand. In mine. Now. Please and thank.