#until next time

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Hi guys!

I want to apologize for disappearing all of sudden twice the past month and for being so inactive lately. I don’t know if someone was worried about me but I’m okay, just things have been very hard for me.

Basically, I had an important exam on december (which I didn’t really need to study much for since it was the B2 Cambridge certificate), but it was the first school- related thing I did ever since dropping 5 or 6 years ago, so my anxiety levels were over 8000. Mixed with this, my grandfather has been ill with cancer for 2 years (we took care of him at home) but he got worse the past month and he’s now in a hospital, the doctors has said that they don’t think he has much time left, so I’m sad. I’ve been preparing myself for when it happens so when it does I hope it won’t be that painful but still, it’s something that can’t let you untouched. To top it, I’ve been hella stressed during Christmas time (can totally say this one has been the worst one in my 24 years of life, didn’t feel like Christmas, I just wanted it to finish) , apart from the usually hustle that comes with it, I was the one at charge at home because my parents were busy taking care of my grandfather and now they’re taking turns to be at the hospital with him. So, yeah. In Spain the holidays finishes on january 6 so I’m still tired, two days later.

This has been my life the past days. I don’t want to be pitied, just want to justify why I’m not here as much as before, just so you understand my situation. With this I want to say that I’ll be on hiatus for a while, I don’t know how long it will take. Maybe a month, maybe three. But I’m just not in the right state of mind to be here. I miss you all and this place but I really can’t keep up with the blog at the moment. Neither I have the time nor the mentality.

I’ve seen some messages you wrote me and stuff I’m tagged in, which made me happy to see I’m not forgotten even tho I’m not around, so thank you :) I’ll reply to everything when I come back.

To end it in a positive note, I really hope you had a lovely Christmas time and a good start of 2019⭐️  I didn’t have the chance to give you my best wishes. And with this, I say goodbye until next time (why am I making this so dramatic lmao). I wish the best for you and I love you all, keep fighting whatever that’s troubling you because I believe that you can with anything! Bye bye! <3

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